not really I'm good

excatly im fine. just kind of mental messed up

@Mystic axe <3 I'm so sorry. You'll see her again

Thanks Abbey. Yeah she wasnt doing so well im happy shes in a better place and not suffering

lol i really triggered some dudes at my college just now

got called a nazi

@Shadows lol

what did you do, also check pics :)

it was in the EE/CS discord. i said that i would be ok with writing software that would end up being used in war

lol yea i saw

basically the software version of designing a new firearm

seemed pretty mundane to me. but they lost their shit. had two dudes go ballistic and go on and on with increasingly rediculous hypotheticals

I guess nazi's are the only group ever to own guns......

like it was shocking how silly it was

i was the least empathetic morally devoid POS theyve ever met etc

lol

i guess they felt the same way with samuel colt

i guess we'll see if anytthing comes of this. my face and first name are visible

im bigger and stronger than them, so im not worried about anything physical, but rather some sort of academic or career sabotage

Maybe you could tell them you are also happy that they could be designed as toy guns!
*anything for the children*

lol its essentially the same thing as the google employees striking due to google working with the cia

I mean, people should be striking if they work for google.... Have you Seen that company!!

But i know what you mean.

lol pretty much

it was full of doe eyed idealism

with a bit condescenscion

condescension

the funny thing is ive been through more shit that most of these dudes.

one dude kept going on and on, i told him i'd be happy to sit down and talk with him on campus. his response? "naw bro, i aint touching you with a 10ft pole"

i tried to compromise with a 9ft pole, but he wasnt having it

People work for all kinds of companies/organisations, that have neutral effects (meaning they can be used for either a good or bad reason). Its part of life, if you have a personal problem with it, you get to decide for yourself where your principles stand.

my point exactly

if they dont want to do it, then thats cool.

they werent having that either lol

At my school, we had a professor that showed us a C program that he'd written that he said had been adapted for use in targetting sensors for jets.

I guess that's the difference between California and Texas, eh?

LOL i guess so

i was thinking about the various programs in jets as well. like someones gotta program all that stuff

i guess these kids hate lockheed martin and raytheon

Our professor tells us that he wrote software that might have actually been used to kill people, and no one bats an eye, but in California admitting that you wouldn't mind working on programs with military applications and they all freak out.

That was the next thing I was going to say.