Message from @devpav

Discord ID: 657277714058706945


2019-12-19 17:38:22 UTC  

lol

2019-12-19 17:38:32 UTC  

But seriously if it was a problem then congrats for abstaining

2019-12-19 17:39:23 UTC  

Hah, I used to drink alone while watching porn and fapping. I climbed out of a fairly deep hole last year.

2019-12-19 17:39:44 UTC  

Two vices at once!

2019-12-19 17:39:58 UTC  

Did you also gamble and smoke?

2019-12-19 17:40:06 UTC  

At the same time

2019-12-19 17:40:22 UTC  

I was never attracted to gambling.

2019-12-19 17:40:25 UTC  

I bet I can smoke, fap and drink simultaneously while watching porn. You guys in on this bet?

2019-12-19 17:40:29 UTC  

Or smoking.

2019-12-19 17:40:38 UTC  

Devpav what got you out of your hole?

2019-12-19 17:40:49 UTC  

He pulled out.

2019-12-19 17:40:59 UTC  

Budum toss

2019-12-19 17:41:01 UTC  

Tiss

2019-12-19 17:41:03 UTC  

tass

2019-12-19 17:42:46 UTC  

Obviously there was some point where he put the drink down and let go of his dick and said ‘enough is enough’

2019-12-19 17:43:01 UTC  

I got blackpilled about Civil War 2.0 and then decided I want to survive by getting military fit.

2019-12-19 17:43:30 UTC  

So the fear of a race war cured your drinking and porn addiction?

2019-12-19 17:45:13 UTC  

Imagine *fearing* a race war...

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/228313705669066752/657277271198924830/download_23.png

2019-12-19 17:45:54 UTC  

Something like that. It shook me out of letting myself physically waste away.

2019-12-19 17:46:32 UTC  

So..... would you say jews and blacks saved your life?

2019-12-19 17:46:58 UTC  

Maybe you could say that.

2019-12-19 17:48:05 UTC  

Well I hope you are wrong about an upcoming race war but Im glad you turned it into something positive

2019-12-19 17:48:37 UTC  

Im a huge proponent of individual agency

2019-12-19 17:49:03 UTC  

Taking control of my own life really helped me navigate rough waters many years ago too

2019-12-19 17:50:55 UTC  

I'm a huge proponent of self-improvement now.

2019-12-19 17:55:46 UTC  

The young me had excuses for every failure

2019-12-19 17:55:58 UTC  

And reasons for not trying to hard

2019-12-19 17:56:04 UTC  

And it was a pretty disappointing life

2019-12-19 17:57:00 UTC  

The only side effect I kind of regret now is Im not sympathetic like I used to be

2019-12-19 17:58:39 UTC  

I can still be sympathetic to people in rough waters as long as they're trying to get out.

2019-12-19 17:59:18 UTC  

Viscerally knowing that there is a significant number of people who would erase you just for existing is a powerful motivator

2019-12-19 17:59:44 UTC  

I'm in the same boat

2019-12-19 18:03:17 UTC  

I think it was realizing that the government is trying to erase me that really changed me.

2019-12-19 18:03:41 UTC  

That's a big one too

2019-12-19 18:04:27 UTC  

I do wonder frequently how things are going to turn out... it's not going well for non-whites either, they just don't realize it yet

2019-12-19 18:05:12 UTC  

I've observed this here before, but they keep broadening the definition of "white" to the point that it can include even black people who hold certain attitudes or just disagree with them

2019-12-19 18:05:55 UTC  

Mind, I don't really care what happens to shitheads who get hoist by their own petard haha

2019-12-19 18:06:30 UTC  

I can't afford to care what happens to my mortal enemies.

2019-12-19 18:06:40 UTC  

How was last night's show

2019-12-19 18:07:01 UTC  

porn. that's how it was.

2019-12-19 18:07:21 UTC  

Yum. 👌🏽