Message from @The Bitter Draught

Discord ID: 657276214196568064


2019-12-19 17:36:18 UTC  

kudos

2019-12-19 17:36:25 UTC  

2 hour bike commute to and from work.

2019-12-19 17:36:37 UTC  

Gotta keep the weight off

2019-12-19 17:36:51 UTC  

Each glass of whiskey is like 400 calories

2019-12-19 17:37:41 UTC  

I actually managed to resist social drinking. It's doable.

2019-12-19 17:37:56 UTC  

Yeah i cut out social drinking entirely

2019-12-19 17:38:02 UTC  

I just drink alone

2019-12-19 17:38:10 UTC  

JK

2019-12-19 17:38:22 UTC  

lol

2019-12-19 17:38:32 UTC  

But seriously if it was a problem then congrats for abstaining

2019-12-19 17:39:23 UTC  

Hah, I used to drink alone while watching porn and fapping. I climbed out of a fairly deep hole last year.

2019-12-19 17:39:44 UTC  

Two vices at once!

2019-12-19 17:39:58 UTC  

Did you also gamble and smoke?

2019-12-19 17:40:06 UTC  

At the same time

2019-12-19 17:40:22 UTC  

I was never attracted to gambling.

2019-12-19 17:40:25 UTC  

I bet I can smoke, fap and drink simultaneously while watching porn. You guys in on this bet?

2019-12-19 17:40:29 UTC  

Or smoking.

2019-12-19 17:40:38 UTC  

Devpav what got you out of your hole?

2019-12-19 17:40:49 UTC  

He pulled out.

2019-12-19 17:40:59 UTC  

Budum toss

2019-12-19 17:41:01 UTC  

Tiss

2019-12-19 17:41:03 UTC  

tass

2019-12-19 17:42:46 UTC  

Obviously there was some point where he put the drink down and let go of his dick and said ‘enough is enough’

2019-12-19 17:43:01 UTC  

I got blackpilled about Civil War 2.0 and then decided I want to survive by getting military fit.

2019-12-19 17:43:30 UTC  

So the fear of a race war cured your drinking and porn addiction?

2019-12-19 17:45:13 UTC  

Imagine *fearing* a race war...

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/228313705669066752/657277271198924830/download_23.png

2019-12-19 17:45:54 UTC  

Something like that. It shook me out of letting myself physically waste away.

2019-12-19 17:46:32 UTC  

So..... would you say jews and blacks saved your life?

2019-12-19 17:46:58 UTC  

Maybe you could say that.

2019-12-19 17:48:05 UTC  

Well I hope you are wrong about an upcoming race war but Im glad you turned it into something positive

2019-12-19 17:48:37 UTC  

Im a huge proponent of individual agency

2019-12-19 17:49:03 UTC  

Taking control of my own life really helped me navigate rough waters many years ago too

2019-12-19 17:50:55 UTC  

I'm a huge proponent of self-improvement now.

2019-12-19 17:55:46 UTC  

The young me had excuses for every failure

2019-12-19 17:55:58 UTC  

And reasons for not trying to hard

2019-12-19 17:56:04 UTC  

And it was a pretty disappointing life

2019-12-19 17:57:00 UTC  

The only side effect I kind of regret now is Im not sympathetic like I used to be

2019-12-19 17:58:39 UTC  

I can still be sympathetic to people in rough waters as long as they're trying to get out.

2019-12-19 17:59:18 UTC  

Viscerally knowing that there is a significant number of people who would erase you just for existing is a powerful motivator

2019-12-19 17:59:44 UTC  

I'm in the same boat

2019-12-19 18:03:17 UTC  

I think it was realizing that the government is trying to erase me that really changed me.