Message from @thedarkness05

Discord ID: 672584743870529587


2020-01-30 02:51:22 UTC  

We can only accept what we can't change.

2020-01-30 02:51:34 UTC  

And be the best we can be in light of it

2020-01-30 04:30:55 UTC  

You're good people

2020-01-30 04:32:03 UTC  

Wish I had more to say, but im swimming in a pool of shit. There ain't much good thoughts that comes from me

2020-01-30 04:32:17 UTC  

All I can say is: im (still) here

2020-01-30 04:32:43 UTC  

And I hope everything gets better

2020-01-30 18:14:22 UTC  

I've learned a valuable lesson today: even those you call brothers would hamstring you without second thought. I can't believe I've been in the mil for almost two years and am just now learning this lesson for real.

2020-01-30 18:15:18 UTC  

@/K/owboy blue falcons are a thing bud

2020-01-30 18:15:53 UTC  

Un-fucking-fortunately.

2020-01-30 18:17:18 UTC  

@/K/owboy not all "brothers" are like that. Deadbeat, neo and I actually avoid fucking one another over even if it means dealing with bullshit ourselves.

2020-01-30 18:17:38 UTC  

It doesnt matter what line of work you're in, they exist, you've just gotta push on

2020-01-30 18:17:56 UTC  

And I'll say a better part of this group would bend over backwards to help another out. You shoulda went to richmond lol

2020-01-30 18:18:15 UTC  

We bent Each other over in weird ways...

2020-01-30 19:15:45 UTC  

Facts

2020-01-30 19:16:09 UTC  

I still have that candid pic @jecc13 snapped of us at Squids

2020-01-30 19:27:03 UTC  

I could believe you dudes went and did that lmao

2020-01-30 19:59:13 UTC  

Yeah. I shoulda...

2020-01-30 20:08:29 UTC  

@/K/owboy plenty of rallies, ahead

2020-01-30 23:30:00 UTC  
2020-01-30 23:30:27 UTC  

Maybe I can try that

2020-01-30 23:31:38 UTC  

I meam filtering content could work

2020-01-30 23:31:59 UTC  

@thedarkness05 I dont have that sort of control of her media

2020-01-30 23:32:17 UTC  

And I'd rather her have the free thought and critical thinking to desypher for herself

2020-01-30 23:33:01 UTC  

@mcguyver123 as a man you're the metric for the thinking within your household

2020-01-30 23:33:13 UTC  

Women are programmed to assimilate to the strongest culture

2020-01-30 23:33:26 UTC  

But I cant portray that without causing "anxiety" or her starting a mild argument

2020-01-30 23:33:28 UTC  

No no, I get it. Just maybe do like bodark said and gradually bring her into some of the more red pilled stuff

2020-01-30 23:33:38 UTC  

And it's not like I'm not strong

2020-01-30 23:33:56 UTC  

@thedarkness05 I can try I guess

2020-01-30 23:34:03 UTC  

@mcguyver123 you are the oak

2020-01-30 23:34:13 UTC  

You are not swayed by mild arguments or anxiety

2020-01-30 23:34:23 UTC  

Do not even play that game

2020-01-30 23:34:40 UTC  

I'm not no but fuck if I keep going she shuts down and nothing is accomplished

2020-01-30 23:34:49 UTC  

That's fine

2020-01-30 23:34:56 UTC  

Not your problem

2020-01-30 23:35:15 UTC  

Not really. She needs to enjoy it and have it come naturally to her

2020-01-30 23:35:24 UTC  

Only way is gradual conditioning

2020-01-30 23:35:28 UTC  

Ye

2020-01-30 23:36:16 UTC  

It's a difficult spot. Her childish antics have brought us to no growth.

2020-01-30 23:36:29 UTC  

Am I to blame? To a point, yeah

2020-01-30 23:37:32 UTC  

But I feel like where I'm to blame is not noticing it sooner. Maybe I could have either found a solution or not spent 8 years with her then.