Message from @Bodark Actual

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2020-01-31 04:47:49 UTC  

She has a name, k?

2020-01-31 04:48:15 UTC  

Ok enough

2020-01-31 04:48:41 UTC  

@Foxhound me neither

2020-01-31 04:49:17 UTC  

I mean, @Bodark Actual I trust men far less than women, to be genuine.

2020-01-31 04:50:27 UTC  

Your lack of trust in people says more about your ability to pick people to trust, and what your expectations of others are, than it does about whether or not people are trustworthy as a whole

2020-01-31 04:50:58 UTC  

My lack of trust absolutely does say so, but my trust was broken very very young and I seem to pick the wrong people 9/10 times mate.

2020-01-31 04:51:39 UTC  

So invest time in figuring out why that is and what your expectations of a trustworthy relationship would look like

2020-01-31 04:51:45 UTC  

And then make different choices

2020-01-31 04:53:04 UTC  

@Foxhound hey chief, if a few things work out I could be up by Attica for work. You'd have at least 1 person who has your back

2020-01-31 04:55:29 UTC  

@Foxhound its you subconscious speaking louder than reason. You pick the wrong people without even realizing when it's too "late"

2020-01-31 04:55:41 UTC  

Make your subconscious conscious

2020-01-31 04:56:10 UTC  

You're in control of how you react to other people always, exactly what pyschic catfish said

2020-01-31 04:56:20 UTC  

@thedarkness05 if you end up out here, hmu and I'll buy you a drink

2020-01-31 04:56:35 UTC  

Try to figure it out why you tend to chose this kind of people

2020-01-31 04:56:58 UTC  

@Foxhound likewise my guy, the first of many

2020-01-31 04:58:11 UTC  

Cant look straight

2020-01-31 04:58:16 UTC  

Gotta sleep

2020-01-31 04:58:23 UTC  

Night kings

2020-01-31 05:02:26 UTC  

Night night

2020-01-31 05:02:29 UTC  

Fish

2020-01-31 05:02:39 UTC  

Blub blub

2020-01-31 05:02:55 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/672668109748043806/unknown.gif

2020-01-31 05:03:04 UTC  

This, is your brain on drugs

2020-01-31 05:03:40 UTC  

@Bodark Actual is right. We are here to build eachother up from tough times. In the end we are human and fallible. Whenever our trust is waning we must seek eachother wisdom to help pull us back into the light. (For me its god which has brought me the good people around me). Start building yourself up more friend. @Foxhound you'll find you have far more allies than you do enemies. Never get discouraged and never get demoralized as bodark said.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/672668300446138368/2bP4pJr4wVimqCWjYimXJe2cnCgnHrkgPMYhi7ZEMVx.jpeg

2020-01-31 05:05:06 UTC  

Derrasinated, atomized, and overall cynical people do not make good threats to people that want you and your way of life gone. Remember that. Everyman a king, every lifetime a treasure.

2020-01-31 05:09:38 UTC  

Demoralized, distrustful and cynical people also do not attract Optimistic, go getting, kick-ass, dependable people to your life either. If you want those kinds of friends, start trying to be that way.

2020-01-31 05:12:34 UTC  

Like, everyone at the VA rally was high on fuckin life, principled, focused, and willing to BE someone who mattered. Everyone knew who they were. It was outstanding to be around that and there's a reason those kinds of people draw those kinds of people to themselves.

2020-01-31 05:23:39 UTC  

@Bodark Actual complete strangers to eachother as well.

2020-01-31 05:35:56 UTC  

Look y'all I was half joking. I'm aware of the people I draw to me, and I'm trying to work on that. For right now, it does me more good than harm to keep my circle as closed and tight as possible. And yes, I'm aware the comment was in poor taste, and yes, I was partially serious when I said it. I've learned the people I attract aren't always good, and in recent times have proved to be quite toxic. I'm working on that trait quite a bit. For now I'm focusing of stabilizing financially, and emotionally before I start trusting again.

2020-01-31 06:16:47 UTC  

@wendiko https://www.facebook.com/Lordmonochromicorn333/videos/2497901483785236/
I miss lower enlisted shenanigans
this video got me missin it
Where else in the world can you watch 10 grown men taze each other in the balls except the infantry barracks
I remember we kidnapped some cav dude and his whole barracks came to our barracks
So we armed our selves with fire extinguishers, e tools? Esapi plates
And went out to scare them all off
Then the MPs got called so we threw beer bottles at their cars until they went away

2020-01-31 06:16:54 UTC  

those were the days

2020-01-31 15:49:22 UTC  

They were.

2020-01-31 15:49:35 UTC  

Gasmasks cuz those pussies used cs

2020-01-31 16:43:47 UTC  

@wendiko some spring break guy tried to fight us at Panama beach once and my buddy literally kicked him into the bonfire and threw the alcohol on him

2020-01-31 16:43:49 UTC  

I thought we were gonna go to prison

2020-01-31 16:43:50 UTC  

He said pack everything and let's gtfo so we listened cause he was the senior e4 and we were pvts

2020-01-31 16:43:59 UTC  

So many close calls like that

2020-01-31 16:44:21 UTC  

@P I L L A R M A N dude fuck yeah

2020-01-31 16:44:29 UTC  

So many fights

2020-01-31 16:48:04 UTC  

I miss it bros

2020-01-31 16:48:17 UTC  

Fiancée was a navy pog she doesn't get it