I got half-pilled reading Bell Curve back in like 1995, and got full-pilled in the mid-2000s with Culture of Critique.

Nah

I remember I had a giga crush on this leftist girl I knew and I was over at her place but she decided to bang some random homeless paki antifa dude. I was furious but luckily I had another friend who lived in the town so I didn't have to sleep outside on some bench.

In the morning I spotted Mein Kampf laying on her desk. The one with just a plain swastika. Right beside the bed so It was kind of surreal like it came to me. I had been on IM for some time but not really fully into it yet

*Sorry for wall of text btw not to good at formulating myself on text

I was just completely indifferent to everything.

nothing mattress.jpg

I was "jews are da real racis" for some time

then had a "pull the trigger on every nigger" phase

intially I was "democrats are real racyssts look at this nigger with a trump hat he's so cool"

went back to "jews are racist" and now finally I am where I stand

@parrott Any real life experience that led you to..."the Light"?

Alan Fournier Taisto Teräsvuori Burned any synagogue's lately?

/justfbstuffIget

Honestly, I live in the rural Midwest, where all of the minorities are carefully vetted, super friendly, and of above average intelligence. My entry point was actually HBD debates on IRC in the nineties, and I didn't even actually politically care about the racialism beyond using it to roast internet atheists in debate chatrooms.

Well, I'm a Finn so you cannot even imagine the whiteness.

I've heard plenty of stories, and I believe the stories. But I can't really say my racial sentiments come from direct experience.

Likewise with Parrott, I never really had an issue with minorities intrinsically, I guess northern NJ isn't that bad in that regard. It's the anti-white garbage all around and what is happening to Europe.

The yellowness you mean

But, when you get into drugs etc, you're bound to see nonwhites even if you lived in Antarktis

Finngolian victors of the Finno-Korean Hyperwar!

I'm not really a hateful person, but seeing the powers that be ethnically cleanse Europeans from their homelands gets my blood boiling.

As it should

Yeah, I read a lot about this stuff in IM, but what drove it home was just years of seeing degeneracy every day, I knew we had fucked up and Hitler was right.

@Murenu How "hateful" would you say I am?

I mean, a bit, sure.

That and antifa & far leftist psychologies disturb me.

lol

I have a big problem with hate

Sometimes I am fueled for days by it

What I meant specifically is it's not in my nature to be disdainful towards a minority/non-white just for the sake of itself.

Obviously if I wanted I could get along with nonwhites, you feel? But still, that made me more NS if anything.

At the end of the fucking day? Let's say HBD was disproven, I.E. race realism whatever...none of my political views would change.

It's a moral stance.

if a nigger gives me a high five which happens on a daily basis I have the urge to go wash my hands

lol I'm in Africa so I have no respite from them

My hatred really only extends towards Jews and insecure hillbillies who signal left for elite status. Every other group is merely a value-neutral obstacle to work around.

I have to deal with the worst of the worst daily

Actually I got really well along with the sandnigger girl back then, but she fucking hated niggers as well, they torched a car in front of her house. MENA ppl fucking hate groids, I've learned.

everybody except whites hate groids

even pajeets hate negros

I started with HBD, way back in the nineties, before Sailer's blog even existed. But now it's not about HBD for me. Though it is handy to have the stats on deck for when the cucks want to go that way with the debate.