"It is well that war is so terrible, or else we would never grow tired of it."

Carton De Wiart wrote a book called "Happy Odyssey"

I don't know. I mean yeah I feel the same urge, but my ideal life would be completely free of any sort of war.

It was about all the wars he'd been in

From like 1899-1945

war, war never changes

@GoGo

yeah tbh it WAS fun

its hard to admit

but its something im working on in therapy

yeah almsot all is my personal footage

2002-2007 were some CRAZY years ill never forget

ahh therapy

I hate it

still feels like yesterday

They always pry

yeah

like drink bleach faggot I'm not telling you my life story

I don't mean to sound presumptuous, but I can see where you are coming from with the whole "PTSD but enjoyed it" think.

yeah

part of the ptsd is why i want to go back so bad

when i went last year to fight with the Kurds i was so happy, like happier than id ever been in years

but now that im back i just dont know what to do

dont feel bad about being "presumtions" or prying, im happy to answer anything, im an open book

just kind of in a bad place tonight, and talking helps

What's warfare like?

Crazy, confusing, loud, but at the same time all your senses are 200%

Did you ever kill someone?

give me sec

yeah a couple

not giving out a number

How does it feel?

jej

What would you say the US K/D ratio was? Do our forces take out more terrorists than they lose?

pretty fucking good, not like OMG i illed someone, but like FUCK YEAH I DID MY JOB AND IM STILL ALIVE

Do you think that's common?

i saw a lot of that

especially in the Marines, were trained to want that kill

and it feels good