love being next to a group of teenagers on the train

Some of his works like Metamorphosis make it *very* obvious

thats exactly what I like

its almost like lovecraft

in a weird way

What that is however is hard to tell, and apparently some people assign him a variety of mental illnesses from manic depressive disorder to schizophrenia

I recorded some Lovecraft before

Let me fetch a link and i'll post it in <#473936044514082835>

I also did some poems (in German) as well

I have schizophrenia

But I'll have to re-record them because the quality isn't good and for some reason I didn't do any post-processing

@fridgeanon Sorry to hear that, but if you don't mind me asking, how does it affect you?

@d0erli paranoia that there are hidden cameras, delusions of prosecution to delusions of reference, voices when Im off meds

persecution*

sometimes I have a feeling that there are eyes beneath the wall

Interesting

I had a delusion that a demon is following me

My friend suffers from paranoid schizophrenia but he never liked talking about it much

He just mentioned hearing voices and being extremely uncomfortable going into public

I dont mind talking about it, I have paranoid too

He's gotten a lot better, though

Me 2

meds

Right, so I'm assuming you feel uncomfortable in public as well, right?

yes

I hate going out

other than to nature

Nature > Civilization anyway

yup\

I eventually want to travel the world and camp at beautiful places

I made a YT channel on which I post videos about mental illness and some gaming

me 2

Oh, that's nice, actually

It makes things more tangible, and mental illness is hard to understand even for those interested in them beyond the superficial

It might help clear up some prejudice and misconceptions too

I also do Urban exploration videos, I went to 2 death camps at night and recorded it

I want to break stigma

tbh

That's a good thing

Keep doing that!

and the more I know about mental health the more I have control