Message from @ÜltraÜberGöttKönig

Discord ID: 597006965968994334


2019-07-06 10:07:52 UTC  

dude I am getting tagegd as well daily by my friends I am just not insecure enough to go parading aroudn with that

2019-07-06 10:08:06 UTC  

but what isnt a joke is trying to torment someone over your own urge to just hurt someone

2019-07-06 10:08:15 UTC  

which is what some people here did

2019-07-06 10:08:21 UTC  

not you

2019-07-06 10:08:24 UTC  

Who wouldn't want to hurt you dude?

2019-07-06 10:08:29 UTC  

nah you are getting motivations mixed up I think

2019-07-06 10:08:32 UTC  

see

2019-07-06 10:08:37 UTC  

thats the thing

2019-07-06 10:08:49 UTC  

people that dont make those who do seethe

2019-07-06 10:09:20 UTC  

and those people quite frankly are like my family

2019-07-06 10:09:27 UTC  

do you really think having people to play vidya with is an achievement to make others seethe over

2019-07-06 10:09:54 UTC  

they dont always aprove of what i say or do

2019-07-06 10:10:12 UTC  

amazing

2019-07-06 10:10:33 UTC  

but they do always support me and are there in times of need

2019-07-06 10:10:59 UTC  

now i wonder if the seething cucks here can say the same

2019-07-06 10:11:03 UTC  

lmao

2019-07-06 10:11:05 UTC  

Uber do you really meditate or u just meming?

2019-07-06 10:11:23 UTC  

approve

2019-07-06 10:11:55 UTC  

you know what pisses me off about you?
Flaunting around your friends like a badge. It's incredibly narcissistic and reduces your "friends" to nothing but status symbols. I would never degrade mine like that because they actually *are* family to me. You can keep bolstering your ego if you want I can't stop you just be aware that you sound like a sociopath.

2019-07-06 10:12:18 UTC  

I started about two weeks ago. I like larping as an esoteric but meditation does have real benefits

2019-07-06 10:12:32 UTC  

if you do it long enough at least

2019-07-06 10:12:40 UTC  

which I havent

2019-07-06 10:12:41 UTC  

yet

2019-07-06 10:12:54 UTC  

I just close my eyes and blank my mind, unwillingly I am medidating

2019-07-06 10:13:03 UTC  

Like 10 mins

2019-07-06 10:13:05 UTC  

ye thats about it

2019-07-06 10:13:06 UTC  

On work breaks

2019-07-06 10:13:07 UTC  

I do about 30

2019-07-06 10:13:11 UTC  

although it feels like 15

2019-07-06 10:13:32 UTC  

after weaking up I sit up against the wall in half lotus and just dpo it

2019-07-06 10:13:38 UTC  

I dont use a timer

2019-07-06 10:13:59 UTC  

I tried to get into it a year ago with timer and gradually building up my time but that was too autistic and didnt work

2019-07-06 10:14:05 UTC  

now I am doing it intuitively

2019-07-06 10:14:13 UTC  

I just do squats to get in rhythm

2019-07-06 10:14:28 UTC  

After me break

2019-07-06 10:14:32 UTC  

After me mind break

2019-07-06 10:14:49 UTC  

sounds good

2019-07-06 10:14:57 UTC  

I call it mind break

2019-07-06 10:15:01 UTC  

Lmao

2019-07-06 10:15:31 UTC  

wel lthats what it is bascialyl

2019-07-06 10:15:58 UTC  

I have a hard time keeping my mind blank tbh but sometimes I notice that the thoughts are detached form me, liek I am not the one rambling in my midn but that the thoughts just happen