I cant thank you guys enough for your time. Y'all motherfuckers dont even know me,and I sit here crying because you have all been so helpful. I've had people bullshit me out of art. Several people back out of commissions I started. I've sold my laptop,my old NES games,my collection of art books. Magic cards.

Most if not all of us know what it is to struggle. I'm going through some shit right now that could end any chance at a quality life for good. We're here for each other because we recognize that that it's all we got

@AKAlexei what's happening?

@Sir Harndes don't feel comfortable discussing it on public chat

It's serious, that's all I'll say

Got it

No problem, fam

I just want to be so financially comfortble that I could just fly out somewhere and just drop cash on friends.

I need a fucking smoke

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio you'll get there. But you gotta grind, and you gotta let nothing stand in your way

Here's a problem. I have an infection of the prostate, bladder and dickzone. This shit fuckin hurts guys

Had you been at the doc with it?

Sweet fuck

Christ chief

Make propaganda itll catch on then yoyr other work will be noticed too

🤡

No doc yet. Work has been crazy, so it's been a 15hr day of the most painful erection

I feel doomed

Not even having opportunities to do what I want

"Oh but you need to try. If you don't have a opportunitie, make one yourself"

Its not that easy

I feel like God (if he exists) is rubbing my face on shit and at the same time blaming me for it

I really dunno what I should do

Trying seems worthless

Success isn't a guarantee

It takes more than one day

Your journey has just begun

Yeah, sounds very doomer, but this is what im feeling

Not it haven't

Ive been suffering for years

Yeah - in terms of Doom, I compare it to the lottery.

You can stop playing - sure - but you'll never get digits if you don't roll for them.

And trust me, they're out there.

Most of things seems pointless to me

No matter how much I try, it doesn't work

Did you lost an opportunity because you did nothing about? Cool, understandable

Not having an opportunity? Not my fault

I feel like shit when something's out of my control, because I cant literally do anything about, no matter what

Just accept it

I hear ya man

That's doomer thoughts m8. Don't get trapped in em.

That's how they getcha. Getcha feeling down and lost and worthless