Message from @Trash Squid
Discord ID: 659517034601644077
but it *is* Christmas dude.
Homie will still be breathin n begging to be aerated tomorrow or the day after
I promise im still gnna be homicidal
Im gonna airate his fucking skull with my kabar
Couple good pops does any tea kettle in 👀
Im gonna go find a gun
This faggots brain needs to breath
Paging @VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT hope you doing better King, no killing homie
I don't think i did
But i still kinda want to
u stole that
Anxiety sucks
Wish I wasn't born
Sorry to hear that king, what's wrong
Since my grandfather died, everything changed drastically
Things ain't the same
I miss the time when he was alive and my family was were bound with love and care
Stoped being happy since then
I still love my family and my friends, no matter what
Well man, it happens sometimes family isn't as close once an elder passes, it's the same for my moms side, we used to all meet up and my papaws house but now we dont for holidays, just hang out with fathers side now
I'm sure your family still love each other it's just hard to get together once elders pass because theirs no one to plan around, I'm sure if you took charge and helped plan a holiday event for your family they would be happy with it
That was well said. @Sir Harndes I'd agree with squid. Look at this as an opportunity to take charge, not in a dictating way, but in a family oriented get together.
Easter is only so far out. You can even state your reasoning why you want to do the gathering as like a homage to your passed relative. Even if only a few show up, I'd count it as a good experience
Well, I agree
Sort of
I was never religious. Still not
Then wait till next Christmas season @Sir Harndes
Give yah plenty of time to plan
And talk to relatives about it
I'd start with asking what they thought
Im dealing with depression and other problems, like the axiety problem I always had. Even if I want to ejoy my life with my family, don't see any point to do so
shitty mindset
im struggling with it
Well acknowledgment is where it starts. Keep asking why you feel those ways. Break it down, not you, but the feelings.
became a shitty niihilist 19yo
I was there, somehow came out with a complicated set of thoughts on how emotions should be. Which actually makes me stronger to a point.
So like, what I did was just kept asking why things are
Then I'd ask why once I got that answer
that's what im doing, asking why things are. Still haven't got an answer
And so on till I realized most things are over thought or unwarranted. Lots of societal expectations and what not
That's it man. There really isnt a good answer.
My answer is we are here to make the world a better place for our offspring and tribe. Watching the world fall apart the last decade and probably a childhood of westerns have me consider I can be one of two people
I can be broken. I can have no morals, no binding principles like I seen so many do in college.