Special daggers

Etc

ok sure but not if they're ones that dont have a lot of people

like random lovecraftian bs

I had heard from ibis that the reason you weren't around was because you had gone so far with the work that you had to ground yourself with mundanity

@Dorieus well if the retards plunge humanity into another bronze age at least we'll get to run around flexing on mythical beasts in a big rowboat or something

silver linings

Thats why we need to father more followers

Ritual fire then burying at various cemeteries

to this shitty silver age everyone wants

with like animu and regular family stuff

@eudaimonia yes

;-;

muh solar plexus

From Halloween onwards a synthesis of

My yam wrk

Work*

And Taoist work i can’t speak of

yeah

Resulted in a new model/structure I’m supposed

To not speak of

So to ground from that I just cut off discord and reading

which makes sense

I've ritually destroyed implements before as well, but I believe for different reasons

I did it not to ground

if I can't take something with me when moving and I think other people would get ahold of it I just destroy whatever it is

But rather

To sacrifice it to the power of the logic model

Fun thing about larping deities into existence, the more autistic you are in your belief, the more power you're actually feeding in, theoretically just one ultra-autist could be capable of generating new deities through brute force. As such, Jesus had autism.

that makes a lot of sense

All of these implements are just extensions of my logic structures

Positive feedback looping my larp into my autism and my autism into my larp to grind more magic EXP

hence the destruction representing their true ascension to being eidetic tools

purely eidetic tools

Pretty much, old fashioned vamachara

If I jack off on this triangle enough times I will invoke Nyarlathotep

I did get something I can share though, the most potent secret name yet that I can share

The secret name of the heart of Yam, wanna analyze it?

It values 443, same as Ho logos and also Beth al

sure, I'll analyze it if you post it

strong gematria behind it