tfw you realize if you lived in america land your slavic surename would translate to "monastic nigger"

yeah I was about to say it seems like a precursor to both poststructuralism and linguistic critique

@eudaimonia grant and Gregor o the fraternity of Saturn discuss him, you know how I sometimes force ibis into reading something uncharacteristic of him?

yeah

That’s what grant did to spare

kek

why do americans hate to confess

One of the few acceptable deaths for me is being able to manifest Nyarlathotep into this reality and instantly have my brain fucking vaporized as it tries to process the physical presence of a nigh-infinite dimensional Outer God

confess that your deities are larp

@eudaimonia oh that reminds me

During a large ritual

Deities are literally just larps that enough people bought into to make it work

I destroyed all of my ritual implements

damn

Including the black stone

Special daggers

Etc

ok sure but not if they're ones that dont have a lot of people

like random lovecraftian bs

I had heard from ibis that the reason you weren't around was because you had gone so far with the work that you had to ground yourself with mundanity

@Dorieus well if the retards plunge humanity into another bronze age at least we'll get to run around flexing on mythical beasts in a big rowboat or something

silver linings

Thats why we need to father more followers

Ritual fire then burying at various cemeteries

to this shitty silver age everyone wants

with like animu and regular family stuff

@eudaimonia yes

;-;

muh solar plexus

From Halloween onwards a synthesis of

My yam wrk

Work*

And Taoist work i can’t speak of

yeah

Resulted in a new model/structure I’m supposed

To not speak of

So to ground from that I just cut off discord and reading

which makes sense

I've ritually destroyed implements before as well, but I believe for different reasons

I did it not to ground

if I can't take something with me when moving and I think other people would get ahold of it I just destroy whatever it is