Fuck you god

@Reptile did she leave you?

whats happened?

No, i saw her with another man

oh damn

do u kno him?

You got dealt a bad hand man

can you make sure she was cheating or what?

No, but they were together before i got with her apparently

did you catch her dating him or smth

damn

dude

i fucking hate cheaters so much

reptile, you shouldnt depend on other people

I was happy

For a bit

Nothing else brought me joy

you need to learn to be happy without external influences

Meds don't work

meds dont work

No therapy worked

obviously

She just made me happy

Rep your situation is the one I was in last year when I tried to kill myself

And now my sun is dead

have you considered simple meditation? I know meditation is difficult when youre suicidal

The entire world feels dead

but you should prob try it

meditation fixed my depression

im not joking

anyone know whats a good fidget thing to use
im very autistic and usually fidget with my hair but that ends up seeming ratty af and weird
smoking is nice but expensive and not suitable for everywhere

just lie down and clear your mind

need something to occupy my hands and such

any suicidal thoughts you need to let pass

dont fight em

dont welcome em

Meditating can result in being stuck in your own head very easily at this point

just let them pass

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@Shane lmao how