You want the pain to stop

I'm just

Really fucking depressed

Last night while i was breaking down, i almost had one of my violent episodes, i grabbed the knife but stopped my own hand

Fuck

@Reptile why?

whats going on

Thats not great, but you stopped yourself

Read above

A bit

@Nobody

You knew it wouldnt help

Give it some time

See the sun rise in the morning

I went to sleep crying in agony

Fucking hell

Why?

Fuck you god

@Reptile did she leave you?

whats happened?

No, i saw her with another man

oh damn

do u kno him?

You got dealt a bad hand man

can you make sure she was cheating or what?

No, but they were together before i got with her apparently

did you catch her dating him or smth

damn

dude

i fucking hate cheaters so much

reptile, you shouldnt depend on other people

I was happy

For a bit

Nothing else brought me joy

you need to learn to be happy without external influences

Meds don't work

meds dont work

No therapy worked

obviously

She just made me happy

Rep your situation is the one I was in last year when I tried to kill myself