Meds don't work

meds dont work

No therapy worked

obviously

She just made me happy

Rep your situation is the one I was in last year when I tried to kill myself

And now my sun is dead

have you considered simple meditation? I know meditation is difficult when youre suicidal

The entire world feels dead

but you should prob try it

meditation fixed my depression

im not joking

anyone know whats a good fidget thing to use
im very autistic and usually fidget with my hair but that ends up seeming ratty af and weird
smoking is nice but expensive and not suitable for everywhere

just lie down and clear your mind

need something to occupy my hands and such

any suicidal thoughts you need to let pass

dont fight em

dont welcome em

Meditating can result in being stuck in your own head very easily at this point

just let them pass

🆙 | **vexsylte leveled up!**

@Shane lmao how

ruminating instead of meditatin

maybe i should craft some sort of fidget-amulet

I'm just gonna go for now

Fuck

@Reptile I know you dont want to do anything, so dont do anything but intend to, lie down and consciously let your thoughts pass

youll feel better

I hope to see you guys later

Do you know the feeling of your whole body burning with pain while you're praying that your death will make someone else happy?

listen to me reptile

Meditation doesnt help that feeling

@Shane yes, but not with the praying bit

you guys are fags who never listen to me

@Reptile if its worth anything, I'm around if you need someone to talk to

idk but dont trust fidget spinners

you deserve your suffering

im literally giving you advice on how to fix it

your problem I guess

@Nobody my man