Message from @Nobody

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2019-11-23 06:42:04 UTC  

5 months ago i smiled for the first fucking time in 8 years

2019-11-23 06:42:31 UTC  

God fucking dammit

2019-11-23 06:42:34 UTC  

AAAAAAAA

2019-11-23 06:42:37 UTC  

trust me I know what it feels like to be living for one person and have them ripped away

2019-11-23 06:43:14 UTC  

cheating is so disgraceful

2019-11-23 06:43:17 UTC  

Its not going to feel like it will get better

2019-11-23 06:43:28 UTC  

Not for a while

2019-11-23 06:43:44 UTC  

Even once it does, you wont feel it

2019-11-23 06:43:45 UTC  

I don't want it to get better, i want to stop living

2019-11-23 06:44:01 UTC  

I'm fucking done

2019-11-23 06:44:05 UTC  

You want to stop being in pain

2019-11-23 06:44:06 UTC  

I'm just done

2019-11-23 06:44:43 UTC  

You dont want to die, Rep

2019-11-23 06:44:55 UTC  

Dont lie to yourself about what you want

2019-11-23 06:44:59 UTC  

You want the pain to stop

2019-11-23 06:45:31 UTC  

I'm just

2019-11-23 06:45:52 UTC  

Really fucking depressed

2019-11-23 06:46:30 UTC  

Last night while i was breaking down, i almost had one of my violent episodes, i grabbed the knife but stopped my own hand

2019-11-23 06:46:46 UTC  

Fuck

2019-11-23 06:46:50 UTC  
2019-11-23 06:46:57 UTC  

whats going on

2019-11-23 06:46:59 UTC  

Thats not great, but you stopped yourself

2019-11-23 06:47:05 UTC  

Read above

2019-11-23 06:47:07 UTC  

A bit

2019-11-23 06:47:12 UTC  
2019-11-23 06:47:29 UTC  

You knew it wouldnt help

2019-11-23 06:47:37 UTC  

Give it some time

2019-11-23 06:47:46 UTC  

See the sun rise in the morning

2019-11-23 06:47:56 UTC  

I went to sleep crying in agony

2019-11-23 06:48:04 UTC  

Fucking hell

2019-11-23 06:48:17 UTC  

Why?

2019-11-23 06:48:25 UTC  

Fuck you god

2019-11-23 06:48:28 UTC  

@Reptile did she leave you?

2019-11-23 06:48:34 UTC  

whats happened?

2019-11-23 06:48:41 UTC  

No, i saw her with another man

2019-11-23 06:48:48 UTC  

oh damn

2019-11-23 06:48:59 UTC  

do u kno him?

2019-11-23 06:49:02 UTC  

You got dealt a bad hand man

2019-11-23 06:49:12 UTC  

can you make sure she was cheating or what?

2019-11-23 06:49:20 UTC  

No, but they were together before i got with her apparently

2019-11-23 06:49:26 UTC  

did you catch her dating him or smth