Message from @Emma

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2017-03-20 04:22:30 UTC  

I don't want to be just passable

2017-03-20 04:23:31 UTC  

I certainly don't. I want people to not even have to second guess or do a doubletake.

2017-03-20 04:23:39 UTC  

I should get there but it'd take time.

2017-03-20 04:23:50 UTC  

This basically like a second puberty and it therefore takes as long as the first one

2017-03-20 04:24:26 UTC  

What percentage of the way do you think you are? @Emma

2017-03-20 04:24:35 UTC  

just be glad there's no periods

2017-03-20 04:25:03 UTC  

I'd say I'm 4% of the way there.

2017-03-20 04:25:41 UTC  

How long have you been trying to transition?

2017-03-20 04:25:43 UTC  

Actually because of ups and downs in metabolism, I'll still get mood swings. Just without the regularity of periods. No blood though.

2017-03-20 04:25:53 UTC  

Im glad i dont have periods

2017-03-20 04:26:08 UTC  

Eh mood swings are like a normal Occurance

2017-03-20 04:26:15 UTC  

Then again I take birth control

2017-03-20 04:26:30 UTC  

So I still get like the symptoms of a period when it's time to but without bleeding

2017-03-20 04:26:30 UTC  

It'll be a year in just a few months. But I've been struggling with this since I was 3. I tried to hide it because I thought my parents wouldn't accept it. Turns out, I was right, they don't. But I'm not stopping.

2017-03-20 04:26:54 UTC  

I couldn't take it anymore after the Orlando nightblub shooting.

2017-03-20 04:27:16 UTC  

I knew, through a friend, three of the victims that were killed.

2017-03-20 04:27:44 UTC  

There's a youtuber I watched who updated her viewers every month for the first year of estrogen

2017-03-20 04:27:47 UTC  

Oh wow

2017-03-20 04:28:41 UTC  

Well congrats on taking control on that aspect of your life

2017-03-20 04:29:28 UTC  

There are two types of transpeople. Those like me that suffer debilitating dysphoria and have it medically diagnosed and seek a medical transistion. And then there's those that just say they're denying gender roles for oppression points and there's nothing actually wrong with them and they don't suffer mentally, every single day.

2017-03-20 04:29:39 UTC  

So basically "Actual ones" and "fakers for attention"

2017-03-20 04:29:45 UTC  

Usually pretty obvious to tell the difference.

2017-03-20 04:31:16 UTC  

How do you feel about the concept of being Agender?

2017-03-20 04:31:25 UTC  

Not real.

2017-03-20 04:31:34 UTC  

Those are people that just haven't resolved how they feel yet.

2017-03-20 04:31:58 UTC  

From experience, sorting out your thoughts on this is extremely difficult.

2017-03-20 04:32:10 UTC  

And it's very easy to get scared and get stuck halfway through resolving it

2017-03-20 04:33:48 UTC  

It's considerably more common with biological females that are, in reality, trans males. But with SJW anti-male hate, they're brainwashed into believing that they're bad people if they accept being male so many of these people will claim to be agender or any number of fake, made up Tumblr genders.

2017-03-20 04:34:10 UTC  

This makes it falsely look like MTFs are more common than FTMs even though they occur at exactly the same rate.

2017-03-20 04:35:27 UTC  

i feel as though thats part of the reason they made all these various genders just cause of those people who are confused and dont know what's going on yet

2017-03-20 04:35:28 UTC  

So they need to find a word to describe how they feel

2017-03-20 04:35:56 UTC  

For some of the less ridiculous ones, yes they can represent various stages of acceptance.

2017-03-20 04:36:22 UTC  

However, those who fully accept it and seek medical transistion from actual doctors all use male or female and not anything else

2017-03-20 04:37:13 UTC  

^

2017-03-20 04:37:24 UTC  

Probably should take this elsewere though. This is selfies, not chat about issues.

2017-03-20 04:37:40 UTC  

Bring to chat

2017-03-20 04:37:48 UTC  

Yee

2017-03-20 04:37:50 UTC  

im still confused by my friend who's MTF still going "im so gay for my boyfriend"

2017-03-20 04:38:02 UTC  

xD

2017-03-20 04:38:14 UTC  

I'm bi

2017-03-20 04:38:26 UTC  

Im not sure