Message from @Spirit
Discord ID: 293238645920497667
boobs are a pain
sometimes they hurt for no reason
I be thinking about cutting it this way
No, I know he cares, and he says he finds me attractive, but sometimes I wonder if I disappoint him in a way. I know he could do so much better than me, he's so handsome and he's got so much going for him. I've told him this before and he always responds with "You look fine" but the thing is, I don't want to be just "fine" to him. @💧HisoMachi💖
Sorry for my novel lol
But they're a disinctly female feature that vastly helps self image in cases like mine
@Spirit aw if he likes u don't doubt yourself! Embrace it! 😃
Guys usually arent as deep as you expect them to be
If he says youre attractive he most likely means it
But I wonder sometimes if I'm really attractive to him or just passable
my guy always likes my really bad selfies
Speaking from experience from guy land, yes, there's usually no subtext. take what is said at face value.
He gets bonus points
I don't want to be just passable
I certainly don't. I want people to not even have to second guess or do a doubletake.
I should get there but it'd take time.
This basically like a second puberty and it therefore takes as long as the first one
just be glad there's no periods
I'd say I'm 4% of the way there.
Actually because of ups and downs in metabolism, I'll still get mood swings. Just without the regularity of periods. No blood though.
Im glad i dont have periods
Eh mood swings are like a normal Occurance
Then again I take birth control
So I still get like the symptoms of a period when it's time to but without bleeding
It'll be a year in just a few months. But I've been struggling with this since I was 3. I tried to hide it because I thought my parents wouldn't accept it. Turns out, I was right, they don't. But I'm not stopping.
I couldn't take it anymore after the Orlando nightblub shooting.
I knew, through a friend, three of the victims that were killed.
There's a youtuber I watched who updated her viewers every month for the first year of estrogen
Oh wow
Well congrats on taking control on that aspect of your life
There are two types of transpeople. Those like me that suffer debilitating dysphoria and have it medically diagnosed and seek a medical transistion. And then there's those that just say they're denying gender roles for oppression points and there's nothing actually wrong with them and they don't suffer mentally, every single day.
So basically "Actual ones" and "fakers for attention"
Usually pretty obvious to tell the difference.
How do you feel about the concept of being Agender?
Not real.
Those are people that just haven't resolved how they feel yet.
From experience, sorting out your thoughts on this is extremely difficult.
And it's very easy to get scared and get stuck halfway through resolving it
It's considerably more common with biological females that are, in reality, trans males. But with SJW anti-male hate, they're brainwashed into believing that they're bad people if they accept being male so many of these people will claim to be agender or any number of fake, made up Tumblr genders.