Message from @KingsDieTwice
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in all seriousness tho, ive been single for 2 years and work in the adult industry...im lonely as hell. im only saying this cause im drunk.
>.<
theres some nights that its just dead and there is no way around it
sorry im just going to type im tipsy to the point and hate competing for "air time"
its no biggie just a personal thing
Nah fair enough
Yeah shit happens I guess
@LolaBohemia need a hug
do i need a hug?
You know what gives the best hug?
Alcohol
I've learned to hug myself 😢
i actually do need a hug
I would give you a hug
And I'm not a big fan of alcohol cause of personal experiences of what can happen when people are horny and drunk....
see, i drink but then im alone and while i may want a little company and lovin, theres no one around
like...right now
😦
My life
@LolaBohemia I wouldn't be any help... I would be awkward and try to find a way not to do anything... Sensual
eh, i can be very direct and nip awkward in the bud
Yeah but I would possibly then snap cause again I've had bad experiences that keep me from being intimate with even my gf
hmmm
yeah im self conscious as fuck from my last ex boyfriend. my last relationship was 2 yrs ago
I'm 20 and never had a serious relationship.
and any effort i make towards a guy now is never reciprocated.
Yh I know the feeling
Especially when you spend a month making a video for someone and they just say "k" as a reply
I'm like cmon I spent a month Most days not sleeping to make you something I've never done
And I have an issue knowing when I'm doing too much or too little
its just ironic considering im a fucking "adult performer" for a living yet genuinely getting legit male attention im terrible at.
i have a curse, if I actually like a guy, I'm ignored.
But if they like you they creep you out
Or they lose interest cause your not a challenge
if a guy likes me its just never mutual for me or i think they are boring
its usually the latter and then that boils down to a late of interest.
Yh you wouldn't like me
I'm too square
eh, dont just assume that.
honestly, im thinking you are probably too young.
but i dont want people just assuming thats all im looking into for people i talk to.
Well I'm such a magically awkward person I cock blocked myself with the help of Astronomical Physics and String theory