Message from @Z to the C
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I suffered from both very intense physical abuse and emotional + verbal abuse and I must say that in my case its a mix of both that causes my ptsd
Because on one side you have being scared of things like loud sounds or yelling or sports (being hit during them for example) but also when you're younger the emotional and verbal abuse really pushes you down and makes you feel completely worthless, which is something I've gladly overcome but it took a long time
I'm incredibly worried for Cody because I dont know how severe things are, but I just cant help but seeing myself in him
I can vouch for that its an overwhelming thing that practically controls your life
I have a lot of trouble in College cause I'm afraid to even leave my dorm sometimes
The way I cope with getting made fun of is often times making fun of myself or being sarcastic with my ego
And i don't think that helps
And the problem with that is that I remember attempting suicide multiple times from the ages of 10 to 14 which is terrifying because no one ever thinks of 10 year olds trying to kill themselves
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But its a thing and therefore I worry
I wish I could do something more direct than just donating
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I remember depression and trying to hurt myself when i was still in school,even though i told people why i was and was being mostly honest with it ever one didn't listen to me for the most part.
I feel farty today
Thanks for the info.
oh
dark subject i see
@Repzion You should do more of these live-talk streams, it was fun watching 😃
Did you eat something that gave you gas bevsi ?
been
I ate avocado
No wait
I had cheese!
I'm lactose intolerant
Rip
dont die
Did you cut the cheese ? Hehehe @💧HisoMachi💖
Lol yes
Been cutting the cheese
leaves
My stomach is gurgling because it was a hefty slice
Nice lol