what

okay well

i cant sleep

but i wasnt even supposed to go to the show yesterday

i dont know

i tried

didnt really work

i have a headache that gets worse when i lay down, and meds wont help for some reason

asdasd

yeah, pain meds dont like me

unless its hydrocodone or something

but i kinda dont just have norco lyin around

no

i have a headache, but its minor

it just gets way worse when i lay down

so yay me

i tried a lot of things

i gave up

so now im just gonna do random shit all day, until my bf gets off work, and then i get to cook dinner

possibly smoke weed bc that actually might help

i try not to do it often anymore

lmao, i dont even have the actual blue ribbon yet

im so sad

they didnt give out ribbons until after everyone from every level finished jumping, and i didnt want to be late to work

no, they had ribbon ceremonies

but i was running late, so i left

my trainer got it for me

there was another little girl who rides my horse who was competing yesterday as well, at a lower level, so my trainer had to stay there anyway

it was originally just her show

then my trainer was like 'hey you should practice a dressage test, come to the show' and i said yes and they never told me it was 2 hrs away until like....a few days ago -.-

yay 18 hr days

i wouldnt have minded it

if i didnt have work

and if id been able to stay the night and not wake up at 4am

im not a morning person, and i also had a closing shift the day before. i couldnt go to sleep until 12:30 or 1

ehHHH, but i get to go cross country schooling on thursday

not really

not after the one yesterday, at least

it was humid, and it felt awful, but it wasnt hot. it was muggy af, felt gross, and made my hair awful

but not make me crazy sweaty or anything

i had like 3 minutes to clean off my body before i went to work, and then i pulled my hair into a pony and worked