Message from @memed
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xd i should feel offended because ive done stuff like that but 🤐
<:nazi:235272942882258944>
i fucking hate when friends buy me gift
gifts*
it makes me feel so damn guilty
same if its a partner too
you see i spend a lot of money on people
if my partner doesn't buy me gifts I don't feel special enough :c
lol
:
adam what is this coded message you are sending us
he's saying "i have a small dick" in code
anyway
xD
i've always been more of the make their favourite food/write them cute songs and poetry kinda gal
and a lot of touching, touch is my language of luuuuuuv
but gifts weird me out
i like poetry
I mostly just want people to spend time with me and buy me things
spending time is fine
gifts feel materialistic
exactly ❤
also one of my exes thought that if he bought me something it meant he had the right to have sex with me at any time, even if i was asleep lol
so gifts have a baaaaad association for me lmao
because its that feeling of owing someone something even if you didnt actually ask for anything in the first place
thats weird, but i just buy things idc if people give me stuff in return
not a lot of people are like that unfortunately
my best friend is, which is cool but i still feel bad for not being able to give back
my sister is
i'm juggling two jobs, one paid acting engagement and soon a fourth volunteer, but paid position
money isn't easy, i just got out of university too
it's weird, i love giving gifts but i hate getting them
my entire paycheck for december went into buying gifts
oo acting
ooo financial uncertainty
it'll take me 5-10 years of consistent working and networking before i can live off of it as an independent director in my own company
in the meantime it's kinda take what you can get in terms of jobs
at least its a start
if its what you wanna do