Zombified

Then you have nothing to lose 😄

Exactly

My brain is already fucked up so idc

🤷🏻‍♀️

I think we all are a little on this server. Or on the net tbh

Thinking about deleting my youtube channel and maybe coming back doing more positive content

need to find a decent free program for making animated diagrams and stuff though

There is no such thing as good and free

There is only good and pirated

^True

yarrharr

Lmao

wowowow

Anyone feel like they get anxiety over the littlest of things that don’t matter?

hell fucking yeah

Huh

Anxiety is

It's a thing that exists

Like, for example sometimes I’ll forget to leave my speakers on when I go to bed, and I’ll see its light turned on. And I’ll have this constant feeling of anxiety, saying “I should go turn it off, what if some random shit starts playing from my PC when I’m asleep and my family gets mad at me”

Or like right now I’m in a chair next to a door in public. People frequently use said door and that door takes forever to close. Because the chair isn’t facing the door I can’t see when the door will close without physically turning to look at the thing. So I’ll just hear the ambient noise of outside for a while. And I get this anticipatory type of anxiety, saying I should look at the door to see when it will close.

This feeling wasn’t always here, it’s something that has been happening more frequently in the past year or so

Well

Anxiety is the type of thing that stacks

Yeah

All this little shit stacks up, and on top of my gender dysphoria I just feel this constant dread and depression

...

I don’t wanna be that dumb tumblr girl who says “I have PTSD, bipolar, and all these other illnesses” and glorify that shit, but I do feel this constant dread throughout my day.

hase you tried not being trans

I wish LMAO

I don’t wanna be trans

I feel trapped

And not in the kinky way

Well

@Anna Rei Senpai🌈 ANOTHER TRAP?

Hey bud

Are you a trap?

fucks going on

I’m sorry to hear that.

I love traps

I fuck traps