Message from @Anna Rei Senpai🌈

Discord ID: 400346021848416256


2018-01-09 17:41:34 UTC  

Like, for example sometimes I’ll forget to leave my speakers on when I go to bed, and I’ll see its light turned on. And I’ll have this constant feeling of anxiety, saying “I should go turn it off, what if some random shit starts playing from my PC when I’m asleep and my family gets mad at me”

2018-01-09 17:43:02 UTC  

Or like right now I’m in a chair next to a door in public. People frequently use said door and that door takes forever to close. Because the chair isn’t facing the door I can’t see when the door will close without physically turning to look at the thing. So I’ll just hear the ambient noise of outside for a while. And I get this anticipatory type of anxiety, saying I should look at the door to see when it will close.

2018-01-09 17:43:52 UTC  

This feeling wasn’t always here, it’s something that has been happening more frequently in the past year or so

2018-01-09 17:46:00 UTC  

Well

2018-01-09 17:46:15 UTC  

Anxiety is the type of thing that stacks

2018-01-09 17:47:50 UTC  

Yeah

2018-01-09 17:48:15 UTC  

All this little shit stacks up, and on top of my gender dysphoria I just feel this constant dread and depression

2018-01-09 17:48:49 UTC  

...

2018-01-09 17:49:34 UTC  

I don’t wanna be that dumb tumblr girl who says “I have PTSD, bipolar, and all these other illnesses” and glorify that shit, but I do feel this constant dread throughout my day.

2018-01-09 17:49:49 UTC  

hase you tried not being trans

2018-01-09 17:49:58 UTC  

I wish LMAO

2018-01-09 17:50:07 UTC  

I don’t wanna be trans

2018-01-09 17:50:14 UTC  

I feel trapped

2018-01-09 17:50:22 UTC  

And not in the kinky way

2018-01-09 17:51:16 UTC  

Well

2018-01-09 17:51:46 UTC  
2018-01-09 17:51:56 UTC  

Hey bud

2018-01-09 17:52:05 UTC  

Are you a trap?

2018-01-09 17:52:06 UTC  

fucks going on

2018-01-09 17:52:08 UTC  

I’m sorry to hear that.

2018-01-09 17:52:09 UTC  

I love traps

2018-01-09 17:52:15 UTC  

I fuck traps

2018-01-09 17:52:17 UTC  

come at me i fuq u

2018-01-09 17:52:28 UTC  

Are you a cute trap?

2018-01-09 17:52:37 UTC  

people say so

2018-01-09 17:52:41 UTC  

im not sure

2018-01-09 17:52:55 UTC  

I’ll fuck a cute tgirl any day

2018-01-09 17:53:08 UTC  

Unless they’re sub

2018-01-09 17:53:08 UTC  

<:KappaPride:373182756374446091>

2018-01-09 17:53:13 UTC  

im both

2018-01-09 17:53:14 UTC  

Cuz I’m also sub

2018-01-09 17:53:17 UTC  

trans people be like: sex

2018-01-09 17:53:19 UTC  

sub + sub worx

2018-01-09 17:53:23 UTC  
2018-01-09 17:53:24 UTC  

Accurate

2018-01-09 17:53:34 UTC  

nah, im just a creepy little shit

2018-01-09 17:53:37 UTC  

I want a cute tgirl to dominate me

2018-01-09 17:53:49 UTC  

btw about PTSD

2018-01-09 17:53:51 UTC  

just realized

2018-01-09 17:53:57 UTC  

had somethin like that years ago

2018-01-09 17:53:59 UTC  

from bullying