Message from @yureiNeko

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2019-01-17 03:13:55 UTC  

I don't always use outlines and I finish of characters within a matter of minutes. Those aren't really my problem.

2019-01-17 03:14:23 UTC  

ah

2019-01-17 03:14:26 UTC  

At the best of times I can write roughly 200 pages in a week.

2019-01-17 03:14:34 UTC  

wow

2019-01-17 03:14:38 UTC  

It's hard to explain

2019-01-17 03:15:10 UTC  

I think the best way to word it is that no matter what I do, it seems like a waste of time or something like that.

2019-01-17 03:15:22 UTC  

ah alright

2019-01-17 03:15:25 UTC  

It's hard to express because my mind is an absolute disaster.

2019-01-17 03:15:55 UTC  

I'm sorry to hear that

2019-01-17 03:16:56 UTC  

well dont worry about trying to explain then, its fine. Just do whatever comes to mind first tomorrow then

2019-01-17 03:17:27 UTC  

It's not reasoning, it's a feeling

2019-01-17 03:18:02 UTC  

It's just a primal rage. I want to destroy what I can't have

2019-01-17 03:18:18 UTC  

Usually I just sleep honestly. Nothing comes to mind first because everything always hits me at once.

2019-01-17 03:18:24 UTC  

Also relatable to a small degree.

2019-01-17 03:18:42 UTC  

I'm not qualified in any way to properly help with any feelings like this, so the most I can do is offer advice from personal experience, I'm sorry I couldnt be of much help.

2019-01-17 03:18:46 UTC  

ah

2019-01-17 03:18:59 UTC  

Cant really relate to that

2019-01-17 03:19:03 UTC  

It's fine. Nothing can be done in my current circumstances anyway.

2019-01-17 03:19:35 UTC  

my behaviour tends to be more self destructive then outwardly (?) destructive

2019-01-17 03:19:50 UTC  

Writing sounds good. I wish I could do something like that with creative talents, but I don't think I'd be good at writing

2019-01-17 03:19:56 UTC  

I tend to lean more towards self destructive, but I participate in both.

2019-01-17 03:19:58 UTC  

Also I am self-destructive already

2019-01-17 03:20:06 UTC  

ah

2019-01-17 03:20:15 UTC  

I'm not that good at writing. Anyone who has read it says it is awful.

2019-01-17 03:20:32 UTC  

Although it was just my parents so I mean...can't really trust that.

2019-01-17 03:21:39 UTC  

Maybe even just something like songwriting. It sounds like something I would want to get into, but I don't think I have the proper sense for it

2019-01-17 03:21:58 UTC  

Song writing can be fun.

2019-01-17 03:22:56 UTC  

There's a few songs which I'll remember the lyrics to for a long time

2019-01-17 03:27:22 UTC  

Has anybody played the new spiderman game? Is it ok? I'm just starting up my ps4 and want to know if im wasting my time lol

2019-01-17 03:27:30 UTC  

Namely Street Spirit by Radiohead, and Standing outside a broken phone booth with money in my hand

2019-01-17 03:28:05 UTC  

@FlippinSami I've played it and really enjoyed it. Probably 7.5/10 for me, but may be higher for others

2019-01-17 03:28:08 UTC  

I haven't played it, sorry.

2019-01-17 03:28:17 UTC  
2019-01-17 03:28:37 UTC  

You're not wasting your time

2019-01-17 03:29:17 UTC  

oo i can have big subtitles for when i dont know where i put my glasses lol

2019-01-17 04:00:49 UTC  

I'm not sure if you guys are much older than me or if you can even give me suitable advice, but can I ask of some from you?

2019-01-17 04:03:58 UTC  

Whatcha need @yureiNeko

2019-01-17 04:04:35 UTC  

So I'm in college, and I'm majoring in things I enjoy learning about but don't want to/can't have that career.

2019-01-17 04:05:41 UTC  

Are you in the capitalist west?

2019-01-17 04:06:35 UTC  

No, I'm east coast.

2019-01-17 04:10:02 UTC  

Did you know you couldn't have those careers before you decided to major in them?