Usually I just sleep honestly. Nothing comes to mind first because everything always hits me at once.

Also relatable to a small degree.

I'm not qualified in any way to properly help with any feelings like this, so the most I can do is offer advice from personal experience, I'm sorry I couldnt be of much help.

ah

Cant really relate to that

It's fine. Nothing can be done in my current circumstances anyway.

my behaviour tends to be more self destructive then outwardly (?) destructive

Writing sounds good. I wish I could do something like that with creative talents, but I don't think I'd be good at writing

I tend to lean more towards self destructive, but I participate in both.

Also I am self-destructive already

ah

I'm not that good at writing. Anyone who has read it says it is awful.

Although it was just my parents so I mean...can't really trust that.

Maybe even just something like songwriting. It sounds like something I would want to get into, but I don't think I have the proper sense for it

Song writing can be fun.

There's a few songs which I'll remember the lyrics to for a long time

Has anybody played the new spiderman game? Is it ok? I'm just starting up my ps4 and want to know if im wasting my time lol

Namely Street Spirit by Radiohead, and Standing outside a broken phone booth with money in my hand

@FlippinSami I've played it and really enjoyed it. Probably 7.5/10 for me, but may be higher for others

I haven't played it, sorry.

ty @Wesleyy

You're not wasting your time

oo i can have big subtitles for when i dont know where i put my glasses lol

I'm not sure if you guys are much older than me or if you can even give me suitable advice, but can I ask of some from you?

Whatcha need @yureiNeko

So I'm in college, and I'm majoring in things I enjoy learning about but don't want to/can't have that career.

Are you in the capitalist west?

No, I'm east coast.

Did you know you couldn't have those careers before you decided to major in them?

I didn't choose to major in them.

I've known for a while I can't be in one of them though. The other is one i shouldn't be in because of circumstances and I honestly would just hate it.

could the stuff you learnt about in these areas be useful in any other career you've been interested in?

Not really.

Out of all the careers I've been presented with a remote chance of going into, writing seems to be the most appealing.

why don't you pursue that, then?

I understand if that sounds much easier said than done.

I'm younger

I don't really have a choice when it comes to what I do in college, I was going to ask if I should drop out and try to get out of the place I'm in.

And writing doesn't seem like a career I can do full time because I'm not very consistent about my writing. I can have a good six months and then the next I won't even be able to write a school paper without mentally frying myself.

I'd have to go into something else while writing

Is that realistic?