Even then, I think having a romantic bond is more pleasurable than being a slut. So I don't really get it

For myself, I would only imagine having casual sex with someone as a resort because I'm unable to find a romantic other, which causes a feeling of social alienation, and that causes a thought of gaining social power by means of sex

yeah... I know someone who acted this way and has had a long string of relationships where due to abandonnement issues led to them really just seeking the temporary attention and validation because of what was lacking during their childhood. they werent really treating the people they dated all that great and tended to lie about where they were, what they were doing, eventually started cheating, and i feel like that does relate to deviant behaviour due to a mental state

I think that having a long string of sexual relations comes more from trying to replace a lack of an emotional bond that was seeked but not attained, and that was then replaced with physical relations with various people. Its not so much a matter of not being able to have an emotional bond or preferring to have a physical, but trying to replace something that isnt there otherwise, at least for the circumstances I'm thinking of

Yeah. Which makes me afraid because I was emotionally isolated as a child, most relationships I saw between adults weren't that good, my parents divorced when I was about 12, don't know if I need to go on

ah

What mentally I want and my capacity for feeling are not in the same, and at times contradict each other

Well I will be heading off to bed, Goodnight all of you wonderful people.

Nighty night

gnight voodoo chan

Don't let the clowns bite

I can't imagine myself being promiscuous, nor do I want to, but I've questioned my capacity for romantic feelings lately

Good night

Does anyone want to hear a poem before I leave?

ah okay

and sure

Violets are blue
Your blood is red
Your window was open
I'm under your bed

if you look like your profile pic I'm not against that

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bet nerd @×°×°Lizzie Hail×°×°

lol

10/10

911

I have an emergency

911 whats your emergency

My pfp is Revy from Black Lagoon

Someone broke into my house

*but in, like, normal 3D hooman form. Still against 2D girls

Do they have a weapon? Is there any where you can hide?

I'm hiding behind a couch

I'm sending a car out to you, whats your location

I'm still pretty young, but I feel like I've always been deprived of having any close friendship, and emotional support from my parents. I've always been socially excluded

Oof

Bye

Night

bye voodoo

have a night

I've even thought before that I may be a narcissist

My whole sphere of feeling and understanding is really cross-wired and loopy

ah okay

I dont really know much about narcissism, I dont think I can give much input on the topic in all honesty