walking contradictions are fun.

That's not a contradiction if you've only formulated the wish, not done the deed

I am actively working on the deed.

Not necessarily. I’m assuming you’re not a total hermit, you seek to the choice of being able to be left alone. Probably not to be left alone all of the time.

I'm not retarded, so I'm getting a 4 year degree before I go in.

officers make more.

I'm not a total hermit, there are a few people that I enjoy the company of

It’s not a bad gig.

but like

formal gatherings with a ton of strangers, I won't go there unless I have to.

I am a total hermit. I have my bat cave and I like it.

According to a recent video I watched, the average person can only have a handful true friends, the rest are just people they know

I have like two people I'm fanatically loyal to and about two other close friends. Everyone else is 'acquaintance' at best.

Tolerated, maybe liked, never anything more.

Still, I carefully ensure that I myself am liked, because I have no time for enemies.

That's nothing out of the ordinary

It used to be normal pre 21st century

I want to join the military for veteren benefits so after I get out of the military I can fuck off and be left alone again but with better stuff.

I hear they screw over veterans regularly

Also because muh nationalism

or just do what you want all the time

Not sure if true

Only the VA

And I think it’s better now

Private companies do veterens discounts too

And I count "money" as a veteren benefit

that is such a minimal

If your retire in the military the benefits are very good

yeah if you actually are useful enough to hit 20 years

You actually make out like a bandit

but you have to be on your A-game the entire time and be really

REALLY good

They do not like keeping people on for 20 years.

Costs money.

Job positions really narrow

And if you don’t promote you get discharged

yeah

Could be worse though

I do have ideals

@ETBrooD Do you know how I think the Facebook , shallow , narcissistic , egotistical, anarchism, plethora of bullshit, has affected people's way of thinking? When the shift between, us, being anonymous - became a personal attack on what we are, who we are and whomever we associate ourselves with. You may have a thousand friends on Facebook. But because of the fact they force you to declare your name and expose your job position, means, your like a lamb to the slaughter.

Perhaps, you don't need to know that many people in real life?

Perhaps, acquaintances and distinguishing the difference between that is human?

As you try to get closer to people, you can't because your in this anarchial bubble, where, everything and everyone whom gets close to you is exposing your human weaknesses?

Perhaps, we are meant to be entitled to a private life?

I have only my family on Facebook purely so I can contact them through messenger, I use FB for nothing else or put any info on it 😆