I want to jump into the same boat with @Szayel's Pooppion , my biological father wasn't in my life either. And my Dad (stepdad) is a beta. So since I don't have a standard except for knowing who Jesus and God are, that is my template. So skin color doesn't matter to me however I will say that I don't date black guys.

Do you not date black guys out of your own preference or do you think it's a psychological reason ?

I def gotta ask jesse sometime for the females without fathers. I've only taken up male role models over the years that can stand as an example of an honorable man I'd like to marry

on earth you have time to say what you think and want

when you come in front of god when you die

you wont have all the time of the world

we can get what we want out from you

you either pass or you dont in a way

you know gods rules by mind most do

dont make smart words with me I am really simple

but 10 times smarter than a jew

don't label me as anything except what I say I am

by my name and my role

i will state my role with my words and deeds

even if i seem to be wrong to you

even if i seem i could be some snake or some delusion

you have to accept that just like that weird thing that is happening

with those people tripping they have some freedoms god didn't allow for known reasons

people who roleplay ones who i dont especially like

but its really trippy cause it depends on your role in life

people start doing something and they role play into that

what they know about themselves and about reality is another thing one thing everyone should know

that's god I think for you on earth

for humans that's god

on earth

beyond god and you and earth and humans there is more

it all depends on how you behave

doesn't matter how much you sinned

if you start recognizing yourown sin and really really stay with god's diet , and behavior. Not to be aggressive in a sense dont kill or attack.

and if you stop approving of killing and start releasing yourself from many desires

if you start tracking your sin in teh past too

solving it for yourself

no one can solve it for you except you and god

you can awake god in every human

but you can hear devil from every sinner who doesn't know to recognize his sins, and sins of others.

its all in the spirit

in your ending goal or intention

did you get it or not too

you and god are one thing

me and god are another

You're not the one coming here saying these things I am.