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2019-01-04 18:42:03 UTC  

Yeah I don’t like ppl abusing it but unfortunately a lot of democrats and blacks do

2019-01-04 18:42:07 UTC  

Later this year I'm going to start working full-time and the thought doesn't excite me.

2019-01-04 18:43:19 UTC  

If I had a wife and kids, I'd probably be much more excited but for now I just say to myself that out of every dollar I make, most of it goes to taxes to support a war I don't support or a government bailout I don't support.

2019-01-04 18:51:40 UTC  

It seems like it is a zero-sum game where everything women do, men lose something they should do and vice versa. Many of my co-workers are single mothers providing for their children alone and many of my male friends are single or otherwise childless. It's like everything has been flipped upside down.

2019-01-04 19:43:33 UTC  

That is how it is now unfortunately

2019-01-04 19:43:43 UTC  

That’s exactly why we need to bring the focus back to family

2019-01-04 19:44:00 UTC  

So that doesn’t happen anymore, for the most part at least

2019-01-04 19:44:50 UTC  

Anyway, even if you’re not married currently it’s good to have money saved up for when the time comes

2019-01-04 21:17:47 UTC  

Most women these days are horrible

2019-01-04 21:17:54 UTC  

Along with most men

2019-01-04 21:17:56 UTC  

Sad to see

2019-01-04 21:26:54 UTC  

True, both

2019-01-04 21:36:55 UTC  

I'm a horrible man

2019-01-04 21:36:59 UTC  

And a beta male

2019-01-04 21:37:07 UTC  

I'm a vegan

2019-01-04 21:37:23 UTC  

And I'm on the soylent diet

2019-01-04 21:48:38 UTC  

Yuck

2019-01-04 21:51:47 UTC  

Yall ever seen those white women who act like black ghetto women - CRINGE!!!!

2019-01-04 22:18:48 UTC  

^ sounds like my city 🙃

2019-01-04 22:37:08 UTC  

Sounds like poopyhead

2019-01-04 23:01:26 UTC  

Oh god. Black women act the way they do out of need to take care of their kids and anger at being alone. White women should not try to emulate that mindset.

2019-01-04 23:33:51 UTC  

did ae

2019-01-04 23:34:53 UTC  

Did jesus laugh or smile? Was he a funny man? I've been pondering this last couple days it came to me. I don't think he was a funny man. And if he laughed, I'd think rarely (I dont know why). I doubt smiles too, I cant see the point of a smile

2019-01-04 23:41:16 UTC  

The more I learn about myself and pray to return to myself and die from my ego, I feel like im becoming mute. Like I have nothing left to say, I know nothing and am doubting all thoughts an am unable to move/see

2019-01-04 23:43:36 UTC  

I'll get a thought when someone walks into my office at work for example "Should I acknowledge them, should I greet them?" Since I can see that it is a thought, I ignore it and do not act on it but do so without judgement (I think) as if its not even me. But then Im left muted/still as a rock. I dont greet and I dont not greet as to not respond to the thought at all lol. Its a funny place to be in

2019-01-04 23:47:13 UTC  

The more you learn, the more you should be able to say. Sounds like you should work on removing your doubt because by the way you're describing it, it's not you doubting the safety of a bridge, but doubting whether you should greet someone. That likely leads to stress that doesn't need to be there.

2019-01-04 23:50:45 UTC  

Egotistically, I can see it does. Because if I didnt greet then thoughts about worry about my image arise and hurting someone else for example. If I did, thoughts arise if it being necessary at all. I do greet others sometimes, sometimes not

2019-01-04 23:51:25 UTC  

I do have doubt about my actions or inactions, but I dont think it is me, I think it is the ego

2019-01-04 23:52:03 UTC  

Thoughts and feelings arise, but I dont think they are right and just be still in those moments

2019-01-05 00:04:09 UTC  

It might sound Freudian, but there is a need for at least a little bit of an ego.

2019-01-05 00:15:21 UTC  

Are you a christian?

2019-01-05 00:20:39 UTC  

No, I haven't found faith yet.

2019-01-05 00:22:14 UTC  

If I became Christian without finding faith, I'd know I would be lying to myself and I wouldn't do that to myself or Christianity.

2019-01-05 00:22:45 UTC  

Ok, I dont care for the ego, Im trying to die from it and be a son of God

2019-01-05 00:27:02 UTC  

JLP on jf show

2019-01-05 00:27:08 UTC  

live atm

2019-01-05 00:27:10 UTC  

Both JFG and Taleb make me gag.

2019-01-05 03:24:57 UTC  

@kernalkrackerz you don’t know what they sound like then

2019-01-05 03:27:13 UTC  

trust me, i do

2019-01-05 03:27:20 UTC  

went to school full of them