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Did jesus laugh or smile? Was he a funny man? I've been pondering this last couple days it came to me. I don't think he was a funny man. And if he laughed, I'd think rarely (I dont know why). I doubt smiles too, I cant see the point of a smile

The more I learn about myself and pray to return to myself and die from my ego, I feel like im becoming mute. Like I have nothing left to say, I know nothing and am doubting all thoughts an am unable to move/see

I'll get a thought when someone walks into my office at work for example "Should I acknowledge them, should I greet them?" Since I can see that it is a thought, I ignore it and do not act on it but do so without judgement (I think) as if its not even me. But then Im left muted/still as a rock. I dont greet and I dont not greet as to not respond to the thought at all lol. Its a funny place to be in

Egotistically, I can see it does. Because if I didnt greet then thoughts about worry about my image arise and hurting someone else for example. If I did, thoughts arise if it being necessary at all. I do greet others sometimes, sometimes not

I do have doubt about my actions or inactions, but I dont think it is me, I think it is the ego

Thoughts and feelings arise, but I dont think they are right and just be still in those moments

Are you a christian?

Ok, I dont care for the ego, Im trying to die from it and be a son of God

"Ben is right! Palestinians don't build, they destroy. They are godless & hateful." - JLP. Why would JLP say that? Does he know there are tens of thousands of Palestinian Christians?

He is not an idiot, not at all. He is an intelligent enough guy - that is a careless statement or ignorant

I am not angry at him, I just don't get why

I wonder how he has reached that truth is all. There are a lot of things I agree with him, but quite a bit I don't. I would like him to elaborate on that

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Yeah, there are sides and conflicts and war is ugly. For me though I have no side in either, that's why I am interested in why people seemingly choose a side, especially If I respect that person

I don't know if he is, but if so why. I think theres a lot of conversation around that at the moment

Ultimately, I am unbothered - I am not Jewish or Muslim or have any affinity for either. I suppose its because I respect Jesse and found truth in a lot of what he has said

As a Christian, don't you stand up for other Christians around the globe?