Message from @Cotton

Discord ID: 384944219351023616


2017-11-28 05:45:37 UTC  

Pervasive developmental Disorder.

2017-11-28 05:45:48 UTC  

What's that again

2017-11-28 05:45:55 UTC  

I learn a bit slowly, basically.

2017-11-28 05:45:56 UTC  

It's when you don't know how to socialize

2017-11-28 05:46:10 UTC  

Isn't it what autism is?

2017-11-28 05:46:17 UTC  

What's specific about this one

2017-11-28 05:46:18 UTC  

I can be stubborn, hard to change my mind. I have to learn the hard way. But I'm aware of it and toil hard to compensate.

2017-11-28 05:46:43 UTC  

Is it hard for you to learn?

2017-11-28 05:46:57 UTC  

@Cotton The specific thing about this one is it's like talking to an alien

2017-11-28 05:47:04 UTC  

Autism is more then just social problems. That's just one affect.

2017-11-28 05:47:08 UTC  

Do you have any form of cognitive dissonance?

2017-11-28 05:47:17 UTC  

An alien?

2017-11-28 05:47:22 UTC  

Anymore then most people do?

2017-11-28 05:47:31 UTC  

Yes

2017-11-28 05:48:14 UTC  

How do most people have cognitive dissonance

2017-11-28 05:48:21 UTC  

Everyone is inconsistent somewhere. I just try my hardest to figure out where it lies in me and either accept it, justify it, or change it.

2017-11-28 05:49:06 UTC  

Sometimes you have to take all your experience and rectify where the odd ends meet.

2017-11-28 05:49:39 UTC  

It happens to all of us, every experience is an opportunity, that can either be missed, or we could outright learn the wrong lesson.

2017-11-28 05:50:29 UTC  

And, yes, that means I believe there's both subjective truth and absolute truth. And I'm not up for discussing that. Just a side comment.

2017-11-28 05:50:39 UTC  

🤔

2017-11-28 05:50:53 UTC  

Interesting line of thought

2017-11-28 05:51:09 UTC  

Would you say that you're fully self aware?

2017-11-28 05:51:17 UTC  

Or are you still exploring?

2017-11-28 05:51:24 UTC  

Likely not, but that's a life goal of mine.

2017-11-28 05:51:37 UTC  

What's the end game

2017-11-28 05:51:38 UTC  

ur gay

2017-11-28 05:51:49 UTC  

What do you expect to gain from self awareness

2017-11-28 05:52:36 UTC  

Well, I'm sure once I've climbed that peak, there's likely another one to climb. There is no endgame in an infinite rules game. Only progress.

2017-11-28 05:53:11 UTC  

Boy am I glad I don't have autism

2017-11-28 05:53:20 UTC  

Well, I've already gained a lot. I can accept that I can be wrong about something. I can see myself as the wierd one instead of everyone else. And not feel bad about it.

2017-11-28 05:53:55 UTC  

Olev i don't think you're seeing the depth in what he says

2017-11-28 05:54:05 UTC  

Oh, don't get me wrong, olev, it might have its benefits but I've had to toil very hard to compensate for what can otherwise be a dehabilitating condition.

2017-11-28 05:54:25 UTC  

>depth

2017-11-28 05:54:37 UTC  

How old are you chill

2017-11-28 05:54:42 UTC  

Or chum

2017-11-28 05:54:46 UTC  

chillin cum

2017-11-28 05:54:54 UTC  

24, I doubt I reflect my age though.

2017-11-28 05:54:57 UTC  

Too long to write all that

2017-11-28 05:55:06 UTC  

Would you say younger or older

2017-11-28 05:55:18 UTC  

How original, olev, you think I haven't heard that one before?

2017-11-28 05:55:41 UTC  

Thanks