I definitely gave pussy power over me but when I actually think about it... it was only for a small time. I will admit that failure and get back to me having power over myself.

if i had to rationalize it to myself, i always looked at it as "well, sex is about 10% of the time in the relationship, so i should enjoy the other 90% (blue pill days talking here)"

Also the girls at my school were pretty sadistic bullies

so i was lucky

i saw the most horrible aspect of their nature before hitting puberty

so i never was hyper focused on it, when i wanted it i never had a issue with getting it in the relationships i was in because the girl would try to seize power through it when i did want it but they never understood i cared more about the ability for them to have a good personality then a wet hole

so when i did hit puberty

i was able to hold off

but you know, none have that good a personality.

so, no idea if that shows some insight or not maybe there's a lesson for non monks somewhere in that but who the hell knows

you can't argue someone into monk mode in my view

Its very physical like exercise

https://youtube.com/watch?v=mVMGm_WB5xs&t=0s

For those who haven't seen it.

@Aeroshogun I wanted to ask you what do you think about using the N word in private?

I don't care.

Lol

there were some blacks i was arguing with

they were like you cant say that word since you are not black

Because they just want a monopoly on the word.

i mean the funny thing is i cant share dave chapelle jokes or chris rock jokes

which financially hurts them

so its kind of like taking more money away from black comedians

@The-Free-Monk i wasn't arguing him into it, only showing what my thoughts on it were and how i came to be

And yet they don't care that Leonardo DiCaprio or other famous white actors who play the part of a racist in movies saying it.

@Mr.Black yeah i know i was making a general point

Let's face it, my ethnicity is quite hypocritical about the subject.

also, it was never a black word to begin with, it was how the slave owners described the slaves, now cracker on the other hand was

It's a word, I don't care.

oddly enough

Yeah.

I mean if you ban the word how will Lil Wayne make money?

As far as I'm concerned, we live in clown world, and all of these clowns are niggers.

@The-Free-Monk ikr?

i always that it was weird they tried to monopolize the word their masters used, and not the one they used lmfao

Yeah, I don't get it.

I say nigger all the time ofc because to me it's just a word.

still, not like it matters, a word is a word and it only has the power you give it you could call blacks a pineapple-breathed mofo and they would get pissed

Yup

Nowadays everyone is looking for a reason to sue and get neetbucks.

^

their is more profit and incentive to act oppressed then their is to make sure you can't be oppressed