From a very young age i was self reliant when it comes to self actualization

Do you feel any shame or is it totally easy? You never feel like having sex?

See you need a certain level of autism

i don't really feel anything about the decision tbh it's no different then drinking water

Interesting

our brains are wired differently

the biggest lie your teachers told you was that everyone is the same

<--- not autistic in any way lol

humans have the most cognitive diversity out of any species in existence

i just never gave pussy the power most men give it i guess

Neuroscience is pretty red pilling

also look up IQ research

I definitely gave pussy power over me but when I actually think about it... it was only for a small time. I will admit that failure and get back to me having power over myself.

if i had to rationalize it to myself, i always looked at it as "well, sex is about 10% of the time in the relationship, so i should enjoy the other 90% (blue pill days talking here)"

Also the girls at my school were pretty sadistic bullies

so i was lucky

i saw the most horrible aspect of their nature before hitting puberty

so i never was hyper focused on it, when i wanted it i never had a issue with getting it in the relationships i was in because the girl would try to seize power through it when i did want it but they never understood i cared more about the ability for them to have a good personality then a wet hole

so when i did hit puberty

i was able to hold off

but you know, none have that good a personality.

so, no idea if that shows some insight or not maybe there's a lesson for non monks somewhere in that but who the hell knows

you can't argue someone into monk mode in my view

Its very physical like exercise

https://youtube.com/watch?v=mVMGm_WB5xs&t=0s

For those who haven't seen it.

@Aeroshogun I wanted to ask you what do you think about using the N word in private?

I don't care.

Lol

there were some blacks i was arguing with

they were like you cant say that word since you are not black

Because they just want a monopoly on the word.

i mean the funny thing is i cant share dave chapelle jokes or chris rock jokes

which financially hurts them

so its kind of like taking more money away from black comedians

@The-Free-Monk i wasn't arguing him into it, only showing what my thoughts on it were and how i came to be

And yet they don't care that Leonardo DiCaprio or other famous white actors who play the part of a racist in movies saying it.

@Mr.Black yeah i know i was making a general point

Let's face it, my ethnicity is quite hypocritical about the subject.

also, it was never a black word to begin with, it was how the slave owners described the slaves, now cracker on the other hand was

It's a word, I don't care.

oddly enough