Message from @What's gay anymore

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2019-10-29 03:11:51 UTC  

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2019-10-29 03:12:03 UTC  

Haha

2019-10-29 03:13:36 UTC  

Oyakudon oishii des!

2019-10-29 03:14:49 UTC  

Lol

2019-10-29 03:17:55 UTC  

“Oni-chan, you spill oyaku on me, your older step sister ... and eat it off me ! Nyaaa!”
( a scene from a deep and complex story in asian culture .... oh also a hentai ...)

2019-10-29 03:22:43 UTC  

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2019-10-29 03:25:31 UTC  

Hai !!

2019-10-29 03:27:44 UTC  

Yo

2019-10-29 03:27:52 UTC  

Just did 300 today

2019-10-29 03:28:23 UTC  

I’m doing three plates next time

2019-10-29 03:29:00 UTC  

Not even on S23 yet

2019-10-29 03:32:08 UTC  

To be young and liftin heavy !
Go for it!
Get the most from life

2019-10-29 03:34:25 UTC  

@Nawalter Jizney enjoy the bath

2019-10-29 03:34:29 UTC  

hello those who are up

2019-10-29 03:57:12 UTC  

A little help, recently I invested in a garage gym and finally came around to finishing it. But now that I've finally built it, i just don't see the point in it all

2019-10-29 04:03:23 UTC  

...

2019-10-29 04:03:41 UTC  

Aside from polishing my practical strength I can't find any other justification to make a permanent commitment. I used to be very dedicated to this shit but now I'm trying to figure out why ive been so out of place even stepping into a gym. Mind you I'm far from out of shape. Don't have the strongest brute strength but all around I'm in damn good slender shape

2019-10-29 04:05:36 UTC  

Also just reached my mid 20s.

2019-10-29 04:05:45 UTC  

Well there are many positive health benefits to working out

2019-10-29 04:05:55 UTC  

increased testosterone for one

2019-10-29 04:07:35 UTC  

obviously you must have had some motivation to build it in the first place, why did you want it originally?

2019-10-29 04:09:08 UTC  

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2019-10-29 04:10:24 UTC  

Well my particular jobsite is all manual labor so I guess that can be added into the fitness aspect. I used to train heavy at a local boxing gym in my early teens but stopped going after high school due to not wanting to risk any injuries. I also ran track as a distance runner and picked up skateboarding which i still do to this day(not running though).

2019-10-29 04:12:28 UTC  

I guess I wanted to build it because I was curious to see if it was something that I can revisit and feel at home again. I didn't talk to anyone in school and had no friends so boxing was my only place of solace.

2019-10-29 04:18:10 UTC  

But now the older that I am I've begun to see the idiosyncrasies of fitness culture and just how vain it all is. I can't shake the thought that I'm selling out when stepping into a work out atmosphere.

2019-10-29 04:23:51 UTC  

And I think it's partly that way because the activity just doesnt align with my current worldview. You know that feeling when you try to play all those old video games you grew up with as a kid? But then it all just feels so depressingly futile. It's that hustle and bustle of your adulthood pulling you from the magic like a fucking magnet. You cant ever go back. It's just not the same

2019-10-29 04:25:39 UTC  

I guess that's something

2019-10-29 04:25:46 UTC  

Maybe try HEMA or Combatives

2019-10-29 04:25:57 UTC  

That way you can always work towards being the best that ever was

2019-10-29 04:29:36 UTC  

I can see some functionality to your suggestion. But that's exactly what I mean, bodybuilding itself and that kind of pursuit leads to a toxic often self destructive pursuit for results that are by no means practical or very functional from a survival stand point

2019-10-29 04:33:35 UTC  

The fuck you gonna do as a bodybuilder when a depression hits your country and the food supply gets exhausted? All that muscle is too high maintenance and just accounting for the amount of dedication reaching a roadblock in that scenario is disencouraging.

2019-10-29 04:34:02 UTC  

If you go HEMA and Combatives you can murder people when SHTF

2019-10-29 04:35:10 UTC  

You guys ever run into the problem of being denied service at a restaurant for dining alone?

2019-10-29 04:35:16 UTC  

Yes

2019-10-29 04:35:42 UTC  

Its usually lower class ones

2019-10-29 04:35:53 UTC  

Upper class ones don't care so long as you can afford it

2019-10-29 04:36:27 UTC  

Just got back from Vegas I had to lie to the host and tell her that someone was going to meet me there then advise them that the second party cancelled

2019-10-29 04:36:39 UTC  

Nah. Bot wanting to leave tips is reason enough for me to not frequent restaurants

2019-10-29 04:36:47 UTC  

Not*

2019-10-29 04:37:45 UTC  

Frequent resturant visits are what I avoid

2019-10-29 04:38:05 UTC  

When I say "Lower class" I mean its mostly mom and pops that have limited space