Message from @Fudged World

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2019-05-25 00:28:51 UTC  

and compatibility. I mean I didn't dual boot, I did a fresh install of windows only. So much of my peripherals didn't work. I had to download drivers for all my crap. I even got the blue screen of death a few times. Really reminded me of why I stopped using Windows

2019-05-25 00:29:38 UTC  

lol from satan, why do you think that?

2019-05-25 00:29:52 UTC  

yeah if you have a lot of apple peripherals for your macbook it's no good

2019-05-25 00:30:04 UTC  

I didnโ€™t have a computer on Windows that would work for more than a month without showing me a blue screen or breaking my work.

2019-05-25 00:30:22 UTC  

dude I had to get audio drivers for the soundcard...

2019-05-25 00:30:23 UTC  

which is why I don't buy apple products personally but I will be happy for a macbook from work it's usually good build quality and balanced components

2019-05-25 00:30:45 UTC  

it's probably easier nowdays, windows handles drivers more effortlessly now

2019-05-25 00:30:59 UTC  

I remember it being an issue though not just for macs, but just drivers on windows in general

2019-05-25 00:31:09 UTC  

My 2011 macbook might not be the fastest. In fact when it gets warm it really lags, but it hasn't crashed yet.

2019-05-25 00:31:10 UTC  

I used this driver tool program that would handle it for me

2019-05-25 00:31:44 UTC  

I use only high-quality American equipment ... lol made in Thailand .. I still do not understand how to use the mixer in this soundcard. MOTU

2019-05-25 00:32:30 UTC  

I've used a MOTU synth before! What a weird company name...

2019-05-25 00:34:36 UTC  

@Fudged World
This is a good question, but unfortunately I do not have a short answer to it. I just do not know. But it seems everything connected with music for me was something connected with the spirit that Jesse was talking about. But the consequences for me were too negative. I wrote absolutely fabulous songs and none of these songs brought me benefits, but brought benefits to other people.I always suffered from this music. Beyydaaaaa

2019-05-25 00:36:18 UTC  

I had a recording studio 10 years ego. I equipped it with a very good technique. Motu gave a very high quality compared to Chinese companies.

2019-05-25 00:36:43 UTC  

Benefits as in cash?

2019-05-25 00:38:59 UTC  

Isn't it alpha if you suffer for other's benefit? That's like Jesus, not Satan.

2019-05-25 00:39:17 UTC  

Not only, but also emotionally. Now it feels like someone used my mind and after that I felt like a squeezed lemon. It is quite difficult to explain and understand without seeing the situation. Also in music often go lost children and the unfortunate. Music about love does not benefit. I'm still sure that music, or its modern manifestation is absolutely exactly the music of Satan. All music.

2019-05-25 00:40:35 UTC  

I think it's the ego that desires reward for labor invested. That may be Satan. I wasn't happy making music either, but I wanted to control it too much. Too much ego.

2019-05-25 00:40:55 UTC  

I like making music but I wouldn't take it that seriously I think

2019-05-25 00:41:27 UTC  

I think I took it too seriously for sure. That's probably what killed it for me.

2019-05-25 00:41:49 UTC  

Too high expectations can lead to a lot of disappointments in ones self

2019-05-25 00:42:39 UTC  

https://soundcloud.com/wiselol/tracks 100% just messing around

2019-05-25 00:43:54 UTC  

I think its better to just do something you enjoy without expectations thus no negative thots and no regrets

2019-05-25 00:45:03 UTC  

thots are betaaaaaa

2019-05-25 00:45:14 UTC  

I can't fuck with no negative thots

2019-05-25 00:45:33 UTC  

This is true, but itโ€™s not about expectations. It is about the circumstances and state of the view of life. I am sure that this is a fallen state.


For me it seems strange that music about respect and love, for example, does not find a listener. Why there are no more great creators of chamber orchestras. There is nothing fresh. because for some reason we entered the destructive stage and this is also manifested in the culture and tastes of people.

so it's probably not about expectations but prerequisites.

2019-05-25 00:46:11 UTC  

at a certain point I became very disenfranchised with the "message" of music

2019-05-25 00:46:28 UTC  

@๐”พ/๐”พ Where's your soundcloud nigga?

2019-05-25 00:46:48 UTC  

I deleted everything

2019-05-25 00:46:54 UTC  

RIP

2019-05-25 00:46:54 UTC  

goddamn it

2019-05-25 00:47:03 UTC  

F

2019-05-25 00:47:21 UTC  

lol damn that's unfortunate

2019-05-25 00:47:42 UTC  

I still have my old shit up, some of it is embarrassing... some is okay https://soundcloud.com/robot-rumpus/tracks

2019-05-25 00:48:01 UTC  

I recently wanted to write a couple of tracks with Jesse's voice. But I was afraid of the consequences.

2019-05-25 00:48:26 UTC  

haha I can relate to a lot of this @salazam

2019-05-25 00:48:56 UTC  

almost biggest difference being your tracks are longer

2019-05-25 00:49:03 UTC  

I started to get better, but then I stopped finishing songs

2019-05-25 00:49:07 UTC  

What to talk about music. after i listened to jessie i deleted all the porn with my ex girls from the disk.

2019-05-25 00:49:11 UTC  

yeah I never even started trying to finish songs

2019-05-25 00:49:49 UTC  

I generally start in the day, and whatever I have at the end of the day I render and upload