thats the devil speaking

same with my dad

bro, to anyone else, they were great

that doesnt mean they didnt offload their sins on me

and if i didnt apologize i would still have fear, i would still get angry, i would still be addicted to pot and jerking off

my life changed so fast after i stood up and made that decision

a part of me died

Bro, did you apologise face to face?

yes

thank God they're both still alive and it was possible

And how did you dealt with their anger towards you?

calmly

i expected it

Jesse said to someone, if she drops dead right there, be ok with it

when you come to Christ HE is your father

when you're a child, a beta, your parents or one of your parents are "god" to you

What if your dad runs away?

theres only one throne in your heart

he didnt

but thats up to him

True

the buck stops with me

im not going to put my kids through what my ancestors all put their kids through

you can always blame it on your parents, and they blame it on their parents, and it goes all the way back to adam who blames it on eve who blames it on the serpent

and you know what the serpent says?

😉 Yea i did it

I have a fear of family because I fear that my wife would become as my mom and I like my dad.

be an alpha, stand up to your mother, and your father

This image is engraved in my heart.

you like your dad like your dad likes his dad

like them like brothers, they shouldnt be any more special than other people except for the fact that they know you better

forgiveness is not hatred

you're not pouring out judgement

your telling them how what they did affected you

and you're letting it go, and letting them know you're letting it go

So you're telling me that my terror, my great fear of humans is rooted in my fear of my own parents?

oh yeah absolutely

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100%

10% XD

maybe 99%