Ah, you nocturnal too?

I'm in Europe <:lolz:480186121897377792>
But I sometimes become nocturnal when I talk too much to the us guys

I should be sleeping but I'm deciding whether to download and listen to blade runner, seige, or the Turner diaries when I workout this week

Also im getting older and less nocturnal <:PikaShocked:610553783059218453>

Just download / pirate ALL THE STUFF 😈

Haha, okay. I'm nocturnal, always have been. Blade Runner i bet you couldn't go wrong with Dank, the original 80s movie was great. Bet the book will be just as good.

I will in time but I can't get all of them right now. I need to space them out so I can focus during work

Understandable Chum. And yeah, i can understand that Conker. Most people tend to not be nocturnal by nature, for some reason my sleep cycle is naturally flipped. If i allow it to set itself naturally, and if i'm not sick with some BS like i am now. It'll be flipped from the norm. Was told it might be my sun allergy, brain's trying to avoid the thing that's trying to kill it. Lol.

Which makes sense to me, but it's kinda funny nonetheless. If there's a Halloween party in my town this year, i hope to be able to go to it. Probably gonna just go as a fucking vampire, given that's basically what i am apparently. "Now's my chance!" What you guys got planned for Halloween? 🙂

for Halloween I'm probably going to the joker movie. would've seen it opening night but I've learned from preordering/spending money before trusted reviews

Bring the Joker on boyo.

I would've gone in full makeup too if I wasn't afraid of a security guard shooting me

Help spread toxic masculinity

Cool, i plan to see it. But not anytime soon.I have a habit of waiting months, or sometimes years before watching a movie. XD
I don't need makeup, i'm already pale and have the look one generally expects a vampire to have. I wasn't even in costume last time i went to a Halloween event and got asked if i was going as a vampire. My reaction was: "Um...I always look like this? I'm not in costume..." Lol. That was pretty funny, the look of dumb founded shock on his face when i said that was pretty funny. I think he thought i was wearing makeup.

Maybe i can go as fucking Dracula, haha. Though i have definitely decided to just go as what i am, and add the stereotypical attire if possible. It's easier than going as let's say a clown or something, 'cause i don't like makeup. Makes me feel like it'll get in my eyes, somehow. Lol.

Cool story

Do you drink blood too

Yes, actually. Never figured out why, but yeah...I do. Just not as often as most think, feeding every couple to a few weeks is enough to keep my body from freaking out. I tend to prefer blood through meat substrate though, it's easier to obtain and less obvious what i'm doing. Plus, the protein also helps my muscles from breaking down. Been drinking blood since i was a baby...It's like hunger or thirst really, like there's a light bulb in my brain that turns on going: "You need X." Lol.

I was feeding before i even understood what i was doing, basically.

You should look to join the Volkihar clan bro.

Since you are already in stage 4 of vampirism.

I'll look them up. Not sure who they are.
Would you like to explain what these stages are..? I'm not sure because i've never heard of this.

Oh, well shit. It's from a game. Damn it.

I was actually hoping you were talking about a real clan, lol. I've been passively searching for people like me, partially because i seem to be the only one even close to my state health wise regarding this within a 100 mile radius...

You can try looking for people with red eyes IRL.

Look for pale skin and sharpened teeth for bites.

I guess most of the vampires are in the closet.

Drug addicts are likely to have red eyes, you can use this to your advantage and try to pass your gene onto them and their offspring.

Yeah, you're probably right. When i was younger i had the fangs too. But...They rotted out, malnutrition is a bitch. I was so low in Vitamin D that it wasn't even measured when i got a test, so low it didn't even register. Found that out recently, it was even lower than i thought. Lol. My eye color is also odd. Too, they're a reddish amber. It's actually a good indicator to how much i've fed and if i need to again. The less red they are in color the longer i've gone, not sure why that's a thing. But it's one of the physiological symptoms i have picked up on over the years. Others have to, for example: When i feed too much they go straight up red. Only happened a few times in my life, but anyone present when the color shifted noticed.

Your eye color is pretty ngl.

Ngl?

Not gonna lie.Incel slang.

Amber is a rare color on its own.

Oh okay, yeah. Though people don't like looking me in the eyes, been told it's like looking at death. Lmfao. But yeah, i noticed that too. My mom's got a mix of amber and green, actually.

So i probably inheritted it from her.

If you have good jawline and are fairly muscular, you can be a vampire Chad with that eye combination.

My jawline is apparently more masculine than Chad...It's so masculine it's sharp edged, i didn't even realize that until yesterday. Lmfao.

Look for vampire female organisms to pump and dump, altough they're hard to find.

Are you following the MGTOW philosophy?

I found a chick like that before i found MGTOW. My ex...She thought she was a vampire. Ironically, this was before i finally came around to my own vampirism. I didn't wanna admit and embrace it until i confirmed it medically. At least, sufficiently to actually take on the term honestly. I don't like rushing to conclusions like that unless i have evidence to back it. So the whole time, she was pretending...And then the day i came back from my doc with papers to prove my health. She was real freaked out...I got the fucking proof. That was a funny moment.

It may come to a contradiction if want to continue your species.