I calmed down a lot

But it still hurts

Yeah it will hurt man

Imagine being in live with a girl for arround 6 years

dang

Why are you here

I was her best friend btw, just got brother-zoned pretty bad

damn

Eventually i grow sick of feeling so bad for her when i wasn't even under his radar

oh

Only when she had no boyfriend she'll notice me, so i just tapped out and cut all connections with her

I fee much more free and in peace with myself

Altough she appears from time to time on my dreams, still i feel good about cutting down that toxic enviroment

After that i really got into redpill knowledge and everything makes sense

She just wanted me to be always there for her as an orbiter, to have a place to come back once she gets dumped or as an emotional tampon

*Have her funeral and move on.*

Yep, that's what i did

Not just for this rando whore though

Just be happy you wasted only 3.5 years, some guys waste a lot more

Just to be cucked and divorce raped

Have the funeral for *her* ---- *her* being any and all women, future or past, that you might fall for. The world we're in doesn't allow for the selfless love you want to give and will absolutely never give it back to you. There's no one with the capacity to give it to you in return.

Just make peace with that now, before you get even more hurt later on.

Indeed

After that i did an experiment with a girl, they indeed can't give back the same love you give to her (altough i was just pretending lmao)

Even if you adopt basic human decency with everyone you interact with and do everything right, the only answer you'll ever get is "it just hasn't happened naturally yet." i.e. "There's someone out there for everyone." -- "you just haven't met the right woman yet." --- "There are too many fish in the sea."

Anyone wanna talk shit?

I got a new headset want to hear my sexy voice over it?

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@Nawalter Jizney I would but I have an early day tomorrow

Shut up hermit no one asked gay voices

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Nah I’m playing, too harsh

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Hermits my boi

My gentle voice is too good for you anyways @Nawalter Jizney

^

It brings all the milkshakes to the yard

I was able to watch a new video of yours HHH, gotta say that your new voice sounds like you where smoking for 10 years

Alright getting in the chat

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