many are way to over board with it....and that pushes people away

trust me...I've already typed that I helped myself through my life....so I am that strong alone...when you ask...that to me is like you're weak and have to beg for help with things....is that even comprehensible

if that is not able to be understood ... then I can not continue explaining

I am truly sorry, I know shit is fucked all over, everywhere....and our lives are not what they should be.

But I just want to tell you that I believe the answer comes through rejecting evil, not embracing it. Do no evil, and we do no longer perpetuate that which was done to us. Evil takes possession by making a person weak and then making them feel stronger after they are beaten by it, once you join that which has beaten you. It makes you want the strength of that which was done to you so that you can wield it instead, but it wiels you not the other way around.

I am appealing to the real you who was wounded severely.

You don't want the life you are pursuing.

"You are the key to being exactly what you want to be"

I can not change your memories...and you can not change mine...what I have lived through is not what you have...I have made up my mind a long time ago...and I will not be held back by what humans believe is true...I am beyond that above that...I will not worship...to worship is to be enslaved...I will not be a sheeple to a slaughter

The lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. I will lay down my life for him some day, I know. It is written. I follow his staff and it brings me peace for the future. It is all I have and it *gives* me strength to go on day after day, but I know that I will fear nothing and nobody. I will not add to the evil by joining it, regardless of what happens to me. That is strength and it comes from love man. Love wasn't shown to you but it's not to late. I love you, now, though I do not know you.

You cannot become the one with love by accepting Saturn and its sigil. It is the way of ruination and damnation.

It was probably done to you.

dude...stop getting stuck on something else

But you can reject it.

if you're going to type me...keep what I have already discussed and explained behind us

I am only trying to warn you, out of concern...if nobody has ever shown you that I'm sorry. I am not attacking you. Someone showed me concern for what I was doing with my life and it was what I needed. However, I will stop, now.

Ay mates! Ye Ahabs did it! Ya got ur whale! Happy now? I forgive you, however.

🙏

When Kayyy goes into VC, can you join?

I want you to explain your part in this obvious fiasco

I'm confused about this *Operator* person

He seems like a dick, so why are you defending him/her?

I'm assuming you know him/her *(Kayyy said "he")?*

@Deleted User ?

@Deleted User I know him, yes. I'm pretty upset tbh.

....I'm sure that is evident.

I spent the last hour reading through the chats

*Operator* seems like he has a chip on his shoulder

I respect whatever personal bonds you have with this person, but from the looks of it, that user was causing problems

...a troublemaker to say the least

So I can see why a poll was made

Im not trying to overstep my bounds, I literally just joined this server yesterday, but it seems like a lot of drama coming from only 1 person

@Deleted User You are welcome to your opinion of course, but unless you know for yourself as a witness, you will never really know the intricacies. The others mischaracterized and lied about him as well as orbitted him constantly.

So it's a him. Ok. That's now confirmed by two people, but what about all the other proofs against *him?* "Operator" looks to have characterized *himself (by talking down at people in a smug way from what Im reading).* And you're right, my opinion is limited, but with all due respect, the conversation history reads pretty straightforward. From what I've gathered, he was asked to play nice, & he poked at people unnecessarily. Isn't that a fair assessment? Look at it from my point of view as an outsider. I've been in this server for less than 1 day & everyone has went out of their way to be nice to me

Here we go, eagles, would you like to have a real conversation?

...why couldn't he return the favor?

@bible whore 1 Why?

@Deleted User because even you, yourself don’t have the full story yet are speaking

This is not his first time doing this

Not his second