But again. It doesn't motivate me much

jew will eat excess puppies, so no

Yeah would you want to advance the species if you got no recognition for your work?

later i engrossed myself in work , and save $$$ retire early at 55

@YuriBezmenov Yes. I don't expect to be the next Einstein. It would be nice. But I would still hope to help us get to the stars

my ex now on her 4th stoopid husband

i never remarry, learned my lesson at early age

@Mgtow Smurf damn

4 victims

She got a kill streak

She got a uav

Shes on to a care package

4th not a victim yet, he got surprise comming LOL

speaking of suprise, think i suprise myself with a beer

@YuriBezmenov Its strange. Im in the valley but I don't feel as suicidal as I did before. The suicudal thoughts randomly happen. I may be moving into the brotherhood part

Let's hope iy goes smoothly

That's good @Punished Korgoth. I've struggled with suicidal ideation pretty much my entire adult life. It's not a good time.

don't let some dumb cunt fuck with your head jew, not worth it

@GingerSnaps Nope

Especially if you don't have the balls or the means to go through with it

You're essentially stuck between life and death

I find that place to be a turning point. It leads you to make a choice. Either head back and try to prove this shit wrong, move forward and find/create a why to exist or wither away.

you see later on, best is yet to come, freedom, no stress, all your money is YOURS

Both pull you with varying strength

I'm going to be real with you. I'm getting over it but the last time i had a bout, the only thing that kept me from doing it is that none of my family coukd afford the burial. And they almost always find a body.

Damn

I think the individual perceives the former choice to pull him as strong as the latter.

I just couldn't find a painless way to end it.

Our denial of reality holds a strong grip

Don't understand why i care so much about their well being when it's not reciprocated but yeah..

later you buy a house, new car/truck/boat,motorcycle, you see

Im glad you didn’t @GingerSnaps

@GingerSnaps That's not very healthy

If they aren't giving back then stuff em

I found to be going in the opposite direction

Family is full religitards who betrayed me at the drop of a hat

welcom to club jew, same here

Yeah

They can eat dick

They can rebuke their own bloody demons

Yeah I find, its better to do activities with families then to have conversations.