That's good @Punished Korgoth. I've struggled with suicidal ideation pretty much my entire adult life. It's not a good time.

don't let some dumb cunt fuck with your head jew, not worth it

@GingerSnaps Nope

Especially if you don't have the balls or the means to go through with it

You're essentially stuck between life and death

I find that place to be a turning point. It leads you to make a choice. Either head back and try to prove this shit wrong, move forward and find/create a why to exist or wither away.

you see later on, best is yet to come, freedom, no stress, all your money is YOURS

Both pull you with varying strength

I'm going to be real with you. I'm getting over it but the last time i had a bout, the only thing that kept me from doing it is that none of my family coukd afford the burial. And they almost always find a body.

Damn

I think the individual perceives the former choice to pull him as strong as the latter.

I just couldn't find a painless way to end it.

Our denial of reality holds a strong grip

Don't understand why i care so much about their well being when it's not reciprocated but yeah..

later you buy a house, new car/truck/boat,motorcycle, you see

Im glad you didn’t @GingerSnaps

@GingerSnaps That's not very healthy

If they aren't giving back then stuff em

I found to be going in the opposite direction

Family is full religitards who betrayed me at the drop of a hat

welcom to club jew, same here

Yeah

They can eat dick

They can rebuke their own bloody demons

Yeah I find, its better to do activities with families then to have conversations.

now my family wonder why i distant, and i just say what do you mean?

Almost always there’s a difference of opinions

Or there’s solidarity in one belief

@Mgtow Smurf I hate how quickly they can go from being hostile to friendly

But youre the odd ball out

It's jarring.

Im just glad my parents arent religitards

i got disfunctional family for sure

@YuriBezmenov lucky you

I'm stuck with a whole hive of these bible thumping cunts

In some ways

@Mgtow Smurf were you in mgtow values stream this morning?

yes , hhh, i said thanks and enjoy your chat room, thx again

Thought I recognized you lol. I like to make the rounds throughout the whole community except mgtow.com

i like values, he has good streams

He does