do what you have to do, at least i not kill someone like i really wanted to do

Is that it

School work

Spot of hedonism. Occasionally being awed by the universe and the chance of space colonization

i got through with minimal damage

That's about all

Do you have aspects of your life that are independent on further your career propects?

who u askin yuri?

Not really.

I would like to contribute to our advancement

My friend @Punished Korgoth

As a species

But I don't feel a great vigour for it

oh sorry not mean to intrude, here is a puppy for u🐶

@Punished Korgoth you talkin’ biologically or like, intellectually?

I need more than one puppy

Its a open forum, jump in baby @Mgtow Smurf

@KenneticEnergy Still have to decide

Could be a spot of both

But again. It doesn't motivate me much

jew will eat excess puppies, so no

Yeah would you want to advance the species if you got no recognition for your work?

later i engrossed myself in work , and save $$$ retire early at 55

@YuriBezmenov Yes. I don't expect to be the next Einstein. It would be nice. But I would still hope to help us get to the stars

my ex now on her 4th stoopid husband

i never remarry, learned my lesson at early age

@Mgtow Smurf damn

4 victims

She got a kill streak

She got a uav

Shes on to a care package

4th not a victim yet, he got surprise comming LOL

speaking of suprise, think i suprise myself with a beer

@YuriBezmenov Its strange. Im in the valley but I don't feel as suicidal as I did before. The suicudal thoughts randomly happen. I may be moving into the brotherhood part

Let's hope iy goes smoothly

That's good @Punished Korgoth. I've struggled with suicidal ideation pretty much my entire adult life. It's not a good time.

don't let some dumb cunt fuck with your head jew, not worth it

@GingerSnaps Nope

Especially if you don't have the balls or the means to go through with it

You're essentially stuck between life and death

I find that place to be a turning point. It leads you to make a choice. Either head back and try to prove this shit wrong, move forward and find/create a why to exist or wither away.