One day I will catch myself and that won't be pretty

I guess guilt

And pride

Fused into one

What are you guilty of?

What do you have to even be prideful of?

Not taking care of my self

My neglecenge gave me everything

Dude just find things and people that like those things.

Easy for you to say.

You are those people

I have two things that I love: ttrpgs and project management.

Wow

I can't trust others

They would think I'm crazy

About what?

Well how crazy are your beliefs

That's because you are confusing trusting people with you v. trusting them to be themselves.

In relation to societal beliefs

@Xychoticcan you elaborate on that?

Think of people as having their own motivations and goals that may intersect but do not align with yours.

Yup

Trust that they will do the action they think makes the most sense given their current frame.

Yup

Because, really, they do.

Yes they do.

To use another analogy, treat people as elements of the landscape.

They are not things you can change or manipulate (under normal circumstances), so it is you that must adapt.

@YuriBezmenov female nature with facts, hentai and porn statistics on countries and where it would lead my coun try in 10-15 years, body cell change, cloning of pigs, base of statistics, difference in religious book and their relation to specific races or nations

And, another, red pill relevant analogy, it is not the spoon that bends, it is you that bends.

@Xychotic you are suggesting to treat people as NPCs

?

No, because then you think you are above them.

Treat them as players in their own game in a shared environment with some objectives that are the same as yours but other objectives that are not.

@Xychotic wouldn't that make me at peace?

Have you ever played Dead of Winter?

No

“When you wake up in the morning, tell yourself: The people I deal with today will be meddling, ungrateful, arrogant, dishonest, jealous, and surly. They are like this because they can't tell good from evil.” - Marcus Aurelius

You get a team mission: like kill a certain number of zombies to get samples, or collect enough medicine, or just survive for 7 rounds.

I believe that moral is subjective so I can't say that they are less or more good

But then you get your own secret mission: like end the game with 4 food cards, or have a gun, a medicine, a fuel, and a food at the end of the game, or betray everyone and have a few other things in hand.