I used to believe in the batshit crazy theology, I was looking for answers where there were none

i go to a fairly big church, and i can tell most people dont care about the belief

its just a social gathering at this point

@EddyXC religion does that to people lol

yeah

It sounds weird but I kind of miss it.. when I was more ignorant and, idk things felt safe

I was in a bubble for sure. But I left the chance at a trad-con life and never looked back. I feel freer for it

Being a cult has that effect

At first it’s hell, because you’re faced with reality and it’s so easy to retreat back to what you know

hmm

just wondering, what stuff did the cult do to make you/other people believe so heavily in their words?

@EddyXC it was typical Christian stuff, but a harder stance on judgement and hell. Basically kind of like old-school Christian small-church with a fire and brimstone pastor

ohhh

The girl I mentioned though I met through the college, but essentially had been brought up in kind of the same church I had been

After I graduated and turned her down, battled cancer and watched my parents split I was basically done with religion. I found my way into working in hospice and now I’m applying to nursing school

thats quite a journey lol

Yeah. Lol when you go through hell and emerge, somehow it makes you stronger I guess.

I was thinking of taking my dad’s pistol to my head, but somehow overcame that dark time. Idk how.

I ate a lot of fast food and just didn’t care anymore. I wanted to die

But I found purpose in hospice, like, helping the dying was therapeutic to me. And it made me deal with death in ways I never had thought about before

i guess i kinda had a similar experience, without the part of battling cancer and all that, but around last year, i had an identity crisis and i went into depression. thats when i found red pill and eventually mgtow

i guess im in the level 3 mgtow mode?? like the rage part

@EddyXC everyone goes through it at some point in their lives

Just channel that rage into productive outlets though. Or at least don’t self destruct

I mean if brainwashing makes them happier

yup

Morals second

Let's begin the indoctrination

That’s why I’m trying to develop a new talent

@CappyK I was a clam when I was in church lol, but I’m glad I left

Hans start the re-education music

God isn't in most churches frankly

@CappyK there’s girls who will get on their knees for you, as long as you get on your knees for Jesus

I'm Christian but mostly because I walked away from churches , if I had stayed my faith would have been gone

True fact

hahah xDDD

Gotta have that bpc

Big pastor cock

@CappyK individual faith is wonderful, it’s organized religion that I have a problem with.

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