Message from @EddyXC

Discord ID: 600955730832654347


2019-07-17 07:37:20 UTC  

so only the "broken" ones?

2019-07-17 07:37:35 UTC  

~~So what you're saying is... we need to brainwash all women to get our perfect nawalts... **not a bad idea.**~~

2019-07-17 07:37:42 UTC  

(;

2019-07-17 07:37:45 UTC  

But I couldn’t lie to this girl and say I was a believer, because I wasn’t. Because that would have been fucked up to lie to her just to get a trad-con family life. Which would have been hell for me

2019-07-17 07:37:45 UTC  

I mean what?

2019-07-17 07:38:08 UTC  

@PreschoolFightClub lmao basically

2019-07-17 07:38:20 UTC  

Alrighty. It's settled then

2019-07-17 07:38:56 UTC  

Beginning today we shall henceforth brainwash all women into a cult like belief that will make them all perfect nawalts.

2019-07-17 07:39:07 UTC  

Yes, there are small Christian cults... I’m talking congregations the size of about 20-40 people... where girls are the unicorn of legend. But you have to believe in their batshit crazy theology to get access to the P

2019-07-17 07:39:11 UTC  

Holy shit that makes me sound like an incel.

2019-07-17 07:39:45 UTC  

I used to believe in the batshit crazy theology, I was looking for answers where there were none

2019-07-17 07:39:51 UTC  

i go to a fairly big church, and i can tell most people dont care about the belief

2019-07-17 07:39:57 UTC  

its just a social gathering at this point

2019-07-17 07:40:27 UTC  

@EddyXC religion does that to people lol

2019-07-17 07:40:33 UTC  

yeah

2019-07-17 07:40:59 UTC  

It sounds weird but I kind of miss it.. when I was more ignorant and, idk things felt safe

2019-07-17 07:41:33 UTC  

I was in a bubble for sure. But I left the chance at a trad-con life and never looked back. I feel freer for it

2019-07-17 07:42:01 UTC  

Being a cult has that effect

2019-07-17 07:42:18 UTC  

At first it’s hell, because you’re faced with reality and it’s so easy to retreat back to what you know

2019-07-17 07:42:18 UTC  

hmm

2019-07-17 07:43:31 UTC  

just wondering, what stuff did the cult do to make you/other people believe so heavily in their words?

2019-07-17 07:44:29 UTC  

@EddyXC it was typical Christian stuff, but a harder stance on judgement and hell. Basically kind of like old-school Christian small-church with a fire and brimstone pastor

2019-07-17 07:44:42 UTC  

ohhh

2019-07-17 07:45:23 UTC  

The girl I mentioned though I met through the college, but essentially had been brought up in kind of the same church I had been

2019-07-17 07:47:19 UTC  

After I graduated and turned her down, battled cancer and watched my parents split I was basically done with religion. I found my way into working in hospice and now I’m applying to nursing school

2019-07-17 07:47:42 UTC  

thats quite a journey lol

2019-07-17 07:48:02 UTC  

Yeah. Lol when you go through hell and emerge, somehow it makes you stronger I guess.

2019-07-17 07:48:38 UTC  

I was thinking of taking my dad’s pistol to my head, but somehow overcame that dark time. Idk how.

2019-07-17 07:48:57 UTC  

I ate a lot of fast food and just didn’t care anymore. I wanted to die

2019-07-17 07:50:16 UTC  

But I found purpose in hospice, like, helping the dying was therapeutic to me. And it made me deal with death in ways I never had thought about before

2019-07-17 07:51:20 UTC  

i guess i kinda had a similar experience, without the part of battling cancer and all that, but around last year, i had an identity crisis and i went into depression. thats when i found red pill and eventually mgtow

2019-07-17 07:52:17 UTC  

i guess im in the level 3 mgtow mode?? like the rage part

2019-07-17 07:52:22 UTC  

@EddyXC everyone goes through it at some point in their lives

2019-07-17 07:52:49 UTC  

Just channel that rage into productive outlets though. Or at least don’t self destruct

2019-07-17 07:52:53 UTC  

I mean if brainwashing makes them happier

2019-07-17 07:53:08 UTC  

yup

2019-07-17 07:53:15 UTC  

Morals second

2019-07-17 07:53:26 UTC  

Let's begin the indoctrination

2019-07-17 07:53:26 UTC  

That’s why I’m trying to develop a new talent

2019-07-17 07:53:42 UTC  

@CappyK I was a clam when I was in church lol, but I’m glad I left

2019-07-17 07:53:51 UTC  

Hans start the re-education music