Message from @Ren
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I inherited both mental problems of my pardnts im on the light end of autism and bipolar.
Parents-
I found smoking weed puts me back to normal if a episode happens
Instead of the drugs they want me on which costs 7k every 3 months
Mhmm
Half of the state of Arizona smokes weed
We have a shit ton of dispensaries yet still not legal here
And we are the first state to allow doctors to research it for medical value
I take it to stop the over flow of random emotions coming in all at once
Feeling rage,sadness and joy at the same time can mess you up
The only good side of autism beside paying attention to detail is that when i fixate on something nothing else matters but that project or whatever i am doing. Which time flys but if you try to stop me in the middle of said project i get violent and lash out.
Yeah
Like randomly ranting
Or even refusing to let things go.
I knew i was different from my friends cause they check out a girls chest while i was watching how she walk or even the details on her outfit
Most of their replies be "what are you gay?"
Lol
how the volume of light changes the shades of color to their hair and outfit
last girl i dated was almost two years ago and she was studyjng to be a lawyer
Thing was i knew she was smart and better but lazy to do the work and what right for her career long term.
Which i had explain to her that is a big no as a lawyer.
She thought she can change the stereotype
Me and her didnt have a fight till after i met her friends.
When i met them it was a easy chat till theh started to make racist white jokes, not even funnny just nothing but cringe
I had left my sleeves up to check if i was still pale.
One of the jokes was about how minorities cant get anywhere in life unless they get white money from being with a white guy.
Which made me think if she was only with cause she thought i be rich in the future.
So after that event i told her it was kinda fucked up for those jokes. She right away try to defend her friends instead of communicating with me
In the spur of that fight she told me how their is white privilege and shit. Hearing that from her made my blood boil.
I try to explain to her in a clam fashion of my point of view and how it was bs
But she refused to see my point of view
So a few days later and few fights more i left the choice up to her. Told her she can be with her ho friends or with me but the choice is yours.
Didnt hear back from her. I heard from a friend of mine a few months later hiw self destructive she went
She had fights with thoss ho frienss,drop out of college and wasnt leaving her room.
Give it a few days, watch it turn out to be omars dad died from a hooker
be something like belt choking
Still dont understand why she hasnt been deported out of the nation when she broke the law on her immigration papers.
They are going to try too shame anyone that wants reopen an go outside.