In a interview he was very direct with his message before.

He saw it as it was, instead of sticking his head in the sand

Their problem is they rather party all the time to forget their problems and ignored it all. Use of drugs and alcohol, boys being raised without fathers and they kill eachother more than any kther group in the nation. But if 1 cop accidently kills a black guy when defending themself while being white. They jump up and scream it was racist without watching the video or reading the reports of what happen.

At age 10 my mom stop being my mom cause of bipolar. So i had to take care of her as my dad was gone 6 days a week and take care of my cousins time to time ontop of it

My cousins were babies. An my aunts and uncles wanted to party every weekend, while they have no clue the kind of mental state my mom was in.

She be fine for a hour then poof gone

In my junior year of highschool i attend college for a masters degree in web

I got all messed things wrong with me

I was born with a nerve defect that makes me feel random spasm of pain

I inherited both mental problems of my pardnts im on the light end of autism and bipolar.

Parents-

I found smoking weed puts me back to normal if a episode happens

Instead of the drugs they want me on which costs 7k every 3 months

Mhmm

Half of the state of Arizona smokes weed

We have a shit ton of dispensaries yet still not legal here

And we are the first state to allow doctors to research it for medical value

I take it to stop the over flow of random emotions coming in all at once

Feeling rage,sadness and joy at the same time can mess you up

The only good side of autism beside paying attention to detail is that when i fixate on something nothing else matters but that project or whatever i am doing. Which time flys but if you try to stop me in the middle of said project i get violent and lash out.

Yeah

Like randomly ranting

Or even refusing to let things go.

I knew i was different from my friends cause they check out a girls chest while i was watching how she walk or even the details on her outfit

Most of their replies be "what are you gay?"

Lol

how the volume of light changes the shades of color to their hair and outfit

last girl i dated was almost two years ago and she was studyjng to be a lawyer

Thing was i knew she was smart and better but lazy to do the work and what right for her career long term.

I had to try and talk her out of getting her fingers tattood

Which i had explain to her that is a big no as a lawyer.

She thought she can change the stereotype

Me and her didnt have a fight till after i met her friends.

When i met them it was a easy chat till theh started to make racist white jokes, not even funnny just nothing but cringe

I had left my sleeves up to check if i was still pale.

One of the jokes was about how minorities cant get anywhere in life unless they get white money from being with a white guy.

Which made me think if she was only with cause she thought i be rich in the future.

So after that event i told her it was kinda fucked up for those jokes. She right away try to defend her friends instead of communicating with me

In the spur of that fight she told me how their is white privilege and shit. Hearing that from her made my blood boil.

I try to explain to her in a clam fashion of my point of view and how it was bs

But she refused to see my point of view