Message from @Ren

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2020-06-16 10:29:44 UTC  

cause it says "dear mr clinton"

2020-06-16 10:29:53 UTC  

i have the cd

2020-06-16 10:30:24 UTC  

Not just his but others as well.

2020-06-16 10:30:41 UTC  

oh

2020-06-16 10:30:43 UTC  

my bad

2020-06-16 10:30:49 UTC  

it says it at 5:00

2020-06-16 10:31:08 UTC  

Like i had recently saw boyz in the hood. An there was a few messages there

2020-06-16 10:33:15 UTC  

Yet instead of listening in order to fix they ignored it and keep doing what they are doing today that they did over 40 years ago.

2020-06-16 10:33:52 UTC  

see, you get it

2020-06-16 10:36:36 UTC  

In a interview he was very direct with his message before.

2020-06-16 10:42:23 UTC  

He saw it as it was, instead of sticking his head in the sand

2020-06-16 10:48:00 UTC  

Their problem is they rather party all the time to forget their problems and ignored it all. Use of drugs and alcohol, boys being raised without fathers and they kill eachother more than any kther group in the nation. But if 1 cop accidently kills a black guy when defending themself while being white. They jump up and scream it was racist without watching the video or reading the reports of what happen.

2020-06-16 10:49:48 UTC  

At age 10 my mom stop being my mom cause of bipolar. So i had to take care of her as my dad was gone 6 days a week and take care of my cousins time to time ontop of it

2020-06-16 10:51:30 UTC  

My cousins were babies. An my aunts and uncles wanted to party every weekend, while they have no clue the kind of mental state my mom was in.

2020-06-16 10:52:21 UTC  

She be fine for a hour then poof gone

2020-06-16 10:53:10 UTC  

In my junior year of highschool i attend college for a masters degree in web

2020-06-16 10:53:55 UTC  

I got all messed things wrong with me

2020-06-16 10:54:22 UTC  

I was born with a nerve defect that makes me feel random spasm of pain

2020-06-16 10:55:01 UTC  

I inherited both mental problems of my pardnts im on the light end of autism and bipolar.

2020-06-16 10:55:06 UTC  

Parents-

2020-06-16 10:55:41 UTC  

I found smoking weed puts me back to normal if a episode happens

2020-06-16 10:56:25 UTC  

Instead of the drugs they want me on which costs 7k every 3 months

2020-06-16 10:57:14 UTC  

Mhmm

2020-06-16 10:57:50 UTC  

Half of the state of Arizona smokes weed

2020-06-16 10:58:31 UTC  

We have a shit ton of dispensaries yet still not legal here

2020-06-16 10:59:03 UTC  

And we are the first state to allow doctors to research it for medical value

2020-06-16 10:59:58 UTC  

I take it to stop the over flow of random emotions coming in all at once

2020-06-16 11:00:42 UTC  

Feeling rage,sadness and joy at the same time can mess you up

2020-06-16 11:04:13 UTC  

The only good side of autism beside paying attention to detail is that when i fixate on something nothing else matters but that project or whatever i am doing. Which time flys but if you try to stop me in the middle of said project i get violent and lash out.

2020-06-16 11:05:23 UTC  

Yeah

2020-06-16 11:05:33 UTC  

Like randomly ranting

2020-06-16 11:05:51 UTC  

Or even refusing to let things go.

2020-06-16 11:07:25 UTC  

I knew i was different from my friends cause they check out a girls chest while i was watching how she walk or even the details on her outfit

2020-06-16 11:08:31 UTC  

Most of their replies be "what are you gay?"

2020-06-16 11:10:12 UTC  

Lol

2020-06-16 11:11:49 UTC  

how the volume of light changes the shades of color to their hair and outfit

2020-06-16 11:12:58 UTC  

last girl i dated was almost two years ago and she was studyjng to be a lawyer

2020-06-16 11:14:00 UTC  

Thing was i knew she was smart and better but lazy to do the work and what right for her career long term.

2020-06-16 11:14:44 UTC  

I had to try and talk her out of getting her fingers tattood

2020-06-16 11:15:21 UTC  

Which i had explain to her that is a big no as a lawyer.

2020-06-16 11:15:37 UTC  

She thought she can change the stereotype